Liely's Guilty Pleasures

Here we are again! After a year. A long year it seems. Full of happy things, sad things, myriad of emotions. I am proud of who I am at the end of this year, though I have regrets. Lots of them. Who wouldn't right? Though mine is maybe a lot more than others.          I changed a lot this year. If last year, the catalyst was manga. But this year, it is romance novels. And to be honest, I think I'm becoming more pervy this year. Yup, definitely pervy. Fifty Shades of Grey, Wallbanger, The Redhead series, Motorcycle Man, Falling For You (Trueblood, #2), Dark Lover... These are just the tip of the iceberg of all the books I've read so far and they are all erotic/mature/adult books. So, yeah . I am more exposed to the shade of sexuality of human.          So, what did I achieve this year? Hmm... Though not a lot but I am happy on how this year played out. I think I did well. Not so sure about my SPM though. But we'll see.     ...

Hey there. It's been awhile since I've talked about myself. I've been reading a lot of books lately and I just can't seem to put them down. I am seriously addicted to romance novels nowadays. Though I felt as if I'm running out of good novels that can really bind well with me. So far, in my Goodreads account, I have 23 romance novels which I totally adore and love. In 131 novels I've read so far, only 23 of them passed as my favourite. I can't wait to read more!           Anyway, that is not the reason for my post today. Today, I want to talk about significant events that happened to me in the year of 2013. I had lots of them of course but I narrowed them down to six crucial events. 1. English Debate on April 9, 2013 For as long as I live, this event will never be forgotten in my memory box. Reason? I had a major depression the day before the competition. I swear, I was so close to losing my mind that day. The day before the debate, I cried myself ...

Hey, guys! Another book review. Remember Vain from my previous post ? Greed is the sequel of that novel. This time, it is about Sophie Price's friend, Spencer Blackwell. I was surprised you know, when I found this story yesterday. It didn't take me another second to read this book. I just read it immediately.           As usual, SPOILERS ALERT PEOPLE. “The greed was more powerful than the will to do right.”  Gather ‘round, love, because I want you. I want what you have, I want what you don’t have, I want more of what I already have. I want. But if you so much as ask for something in return, go ahead and walk away. Know if you want to play in my world, it’s every man for themselves and the weak become mine. Leeches will be obliterated because I make it my job to destroy them. I protect what’s mine and I take what’s yours…because that’s what I do. I want. My story will not endear me to you and, frankly, I could care less if it does because I’m in ...

Hi people! Back with books. I found many books since my last post and I am happy to announce that I'm out from my withdrawal. Reason? Three novels and one novella I've read for the last four days. And yup! ALL OF THEM ARE GOOD NOVELS!             The first novel I've read in these four days was The Do-Over which is an amazing work by an author who wrote The Other C-Word. I would talk about this book later because I want to talk about the Inside Out Trilogy first.             The Inside Out Trilogy has three books consisting of If I Were You , Being Me and Revealing Us . I haven't got the chance to read the last book but overall, I am satisfied with the first two books. Hell, even 'satisfied' is not the right word to describe what I felt when I read these books. As usual, SPOILERS ALERT!            I've had the first book, If I Were You  bookmarked in Goodreads because I was attracted ...

I can't believe it. I've read Fifty Shades Trilogy for the fifth time and I can still get withdrawal when I finished reading the books. I can't get over it...         He's just a fictional character but I can't forget him. I want to read him again and again. God, please send me a Christian Grey to my door! I'll do anything for having my own Fifty (sans BDSM).            Why can't he be real? Why has he have to live in a book?            Gosh, I miss him. Christian Grey ... Him and those jeans and those molten-grey-eyes and those hand-runs-in-his-hair-in-exasperation and those grey-suits and those laters-baby and those kinky-fuckeries and those shy-smiles and those don't-bite-your-lip-Steele and those mercurial-sides-of him... Gosh, I love him so much! Am I crazy for having the biggest crush to someone who doesn't even exist?? He's a part of the reason why I'm so depressed yesterday. Da...

Another song that I love currently. Love the message!

Another one by One Republic...

I kinda like One Republic songs again. They released some great songs.

Just to lighten things up. Listen to this song. You know, I found this song is funny despite the explicit lyrics. It's just so funny. Imagine if you're singing this song in public. Urghh. I can't.

The depression is back. God, it was awful. I cried myself to sleep yesterday and until now my mood is still gloomy. I am so sensitive right now, even a small scolding from my mum just now almost push me over the cliff.          I am scared of myself sometimes. I dunno how long I could ride out this wave. I feel like I'm closer to losing myself. Very close. I thought it will stop for awhile since my SPM had ended weeks ago. But it didn't. It becomes worse. I hate waking up from sleep. I just want to sleep forever if I could. My heart is clenching and my body feels so tense at the moment. I don't know what I should do.         I hate myself so much. A Girl Standing on The Edge of Precipice, Liely My family went to Putrajaya yesterday. It was a beautiful city.

Okay, I'm not a good reviewer. It's actually just my short thought after I watched a certain film. And I really would like to talk about Life of Pi.           I watched this film yesterday with my mum, for the first time, and I was completely enraptured by the story-telling, the cinematography, the settings, ALL OF IT. After I finished watching the film, there was only word I can say right then, which was 'WOAH'.           The story was so meaningful and amazing. My mind felt so full with capacity right after the story ended. I mean like, surely the story may be simple to others, but for me, it meant a lot of thing. The moment when Pi told the other version of the story, I swear that my mind blanked out for a minute. Blank. Empty. Nada.  There were too many things to catch up for my tiny brain.           I can't believe what exactly happened to him. Gosh, it was an excellent plot twist. My mou...

I'm back with more Fifty Shades news! (I just can't seem to stop talking about them these days again.) The Fifty Fever is back and it's back with a vengeance.          The film has started its filming last Monday (2/12/13). And it is scheduled to release in February 13, 2015. 2015!! I would be freaking 19-year-old at that time and I'm still 17 now. I will die, people. DIE...          Anyway, that is not what I want to talk about today. I want to talk about the casts. It seems that almost all the cast is filled by now. So, let's see them, shall we?          As you all know, Dakota Johnson landed the character of Anastasia Steele in the movie. You know what, I kinda like her. She's pretty and I saw her acting in Ben & Kate , and she was not that bad. I am excited to see her as Ana. I don't know about you guys but I think she's pretty. This pose reminds me of the Red Room of Pain. (Oh and,...

Finally, after 5 months since I first read Fifty Shades Trilogy, I finally got the REAL BOOK of all Fifty Shades series in my hand! IT'S IN MY FREAKING HAND AS I'M WRITING THIS NOW. I can't believe I finally have it in my possession. Before, I only read it online but now I have the freaking real piece of papers with me. I FINALLY HAVE IT!!!           You know, no matter how many books I've read so far, it actually didn't mean anything unless I can hold them with my own hands. Touching the texture of the light yellowish brown pages, smelling the scene of new books, feeling the weight of the book while you're holding them. Gosh, nothing can defeat that...            For now, my life is complete. Next time, I want to try to find some of Alice Clayton's works.            For my mum, thank you for buying these books for me. You have no idea what it mean to me. Love ya, mum!! (BTW, no one knows what ...

Okay, it's time for Guys and Motorcycles!! I read this book last September. So, maybe I was a bit confused in some of the plot story. (SPOILERS ALERT!)          Reaper's Property is my first MC novel. So, it was a bit of culture shock when I got to know their lifestyle, you know. I tried not to be bothered too much by them and enjoy the story and enjoying it I did . Marie doesn’t need a complication like Horse. The massive, tattooed, badass biker who shows up at her brother’s house one afternoon doesn’t agree. He wants Marie on his bike and in his bed. Now. But Marie just left her abusive jerk of an ex-husband and she’s not looking for a new man. Especially one like Horse—she doesn’t know his real name or where he lives, she’s ninety percent certain he’s a criminal and that the “business” he talks with her brother isn’t website design. She needs him out of her life, which would be a snap if he’d just stop giving her mind-blowing orgasms. Horse is part of...

Okay, guys!! It's my official first post post-SPM. This time, I would like to talk about the two books I've read a day before my Physics test. It was damn good, people. (Well, depend on some people of course). I lost a couple of night sleep because of this book. In fact, I skipped studying for my test for this book. I just got addicted, you know. I was like, '5 more minutes'. Then after 5 minutes, I would say 'just until the clock strikes 4 am. Then I was like, 'damn, the story is good. 5 more minutes.' This cycle moved on until it was like 2 hours away from me entering the examination hall. It was that freaking addicting.          I found this book by chances but I do know that it got a high rating on Goodreads. So, I just read ahead without looking at the reviews. And I have never regretted that. Despite all the smashing-my-head-into-the-pillow-groaning-in-frustration when both of the stories ended with I-cannot-believe-it-ended-just-like-that kind of cl...

Oh gosh. I have never thought I will get through this. But I did. And I still can't believe it.  I'm finally done with school! I am no longer a student! I'm a free being! Gosh!!!         I have no idea what to do now. No. That's wrong. I have no idea what thing to do first. Oh right. Sleep. Yeah, I need sleep. I've been sleep deprived for the last couple of days. A long sleep is what I need right now. Then, I want to improve my other blog. I've neglected it for far too long. It's time for my time to start moving again. I can wait to LIVE again!!          One last gif before I leave, Will be back for more, Liely

Hey guys. Today, I will have my last paper for SPM. It's BIOLOGY! After that, I will be a free girl. Then, I will put a review on every book I've read this year. Damn, I can't wait.         Oh and, I found and finished two amazing books yesterday. I can't wait to talk about them.             I have three to four months doing nothing after this. I want to make a promise to myself this time. I will try to make every day of my life significant and I will share it to you guys. I will try to lose some of my weight, find some money, go traveling, meet interesting people and be more open to others.          I promise. Tightening Up Loose Ends, Liely

Okay, peeps. I just finished read this book like a few seconds ago, so some of my word here might've been pretty raw. Seriously, I don't know what the hell I will say in here. So, we'll see.         I've pushed Beautiful Disaster for awhile now. I was actually still looking for some romantic comedy but I don't know what ticked me off to read this particular book. It got a high rating in Goodread, so I decided why not try reading it. SPOILER ALERT! INTENSE. DANGEROUS. ADDICTIVE. Abby Abernathy is a good girl. She doesn’t drink or swear, and she has the appropriate number of cardigans in her wardrobe. Abby believes she has enough distance from the darkness of her past, but when she arrives at college with her best friend, her path to a new beginning is quickly challenged by Eastern University’s Walking One-Night Stand. Travis Maddox , lean, cut, and covered in tattoos, is exactly what Abby wants—and needs—to avoid. He spends his nights winning money in a fl...

So, here's another review from me. And this time, I want to talk about two books that had grabbed my attention awhile ago. I might've forgotten some of the story plot but I'll write what I can remember from it now.           Ten Tiny Breaths and One Tiny Lie are connected series. I accidentally read the second book, One Tiny Lie first because I didn't know it has a first book. But, it didn't reveal a lot of spoilers (thank God for that). By the way, I'm going to drop a major SPOILER down here. Don't read them if you haven't read them yet. Kacey Cleary ’s whole life imploded four years ago in a drunk-driving accident. Now she’s working hard to bury the pieces left behind—all but one. Her little sister, Livie. Kacey can swallow the constant disapproval from her born-again aunt Darla over her self-destructive lifestyle; she can stop herself from going kick-boxer crazy on Uncle Raymond when he loses the girls’ college funds at a blackjack table. She...

Hey there again! Today I had Mathematics paper in my SPM. Paper 1 was quite easy but Paper 2 was quite tough. But, I think I did well. Now, the problem is Additional Mathematics. What a big problem that is...         Anyway, that is not what I want to talk about today. Lately, I always filled my times with reading and I want to tell everything that I'd learnt in the book I've read. So for today, I want to talk about a novel that I've read quite some times ago and it completely took my breath away.          I read WAIT FOR YOU during the last Eid Ul-Fitr. Again, I took a chance when I read this novel without even checking out the general reviews. Some things are worth waiting for… Traveling thousands of miles from home to enter college is the only way nineteen-year-old Avery Morgansten can escape what happened at the Halloween party five years ago—an event that forever changed her life. All she needs to do is make it to her classes ...

Okay. Here I am for the next review. The Lux Series actually is a five novels series by Jennifer L. Armentrout. She is actually one of my favourite authors, other than Alice Clayton and E.L. James. This series, as I said, contains five novels, which is Obsidian , Onyx , Opal , Origin and Opposition . By the way, I love the titles and how it actually means a lot in the respective book.           I found it a couple of months ago and after I read the first book, I just treated it like ' Okay, mhmm.. It's okay .' But after I read the next book and the next book, I got addicted. It is actually a very nice series, you know. Anyhow, let's move on with the review. Obsidian 'Starting over sucks. When we moved to West Virginia right before my senior year, I'd pretty much resigned myself to thick accents, dodgy internet access, and a whole lot of boring.... until I spotted my hot neighbor, with his looming height and eerie green eyes. Things were looking up. ...

Hi people! I'm back for one review ( or maybe two ). I couldn't miss writing this down. Believe me when I say that this story deserve your time. I'm not kidding, people. Pay attention. By the way, SPOILER ALERTS!          So if I wasn't mistaken, I finished this story a few weeks ago. I found it randomly. I just roamed around and I found this story. Before I read this story, I had no idea what this story is about. I had completely no idea. I was like being blindfolded and pushed myself to read it. I don't know what to expect, you know. Usually, I would at least check other people reviews before jumping into the water but this time, I refrained myself.         'One night changed my life forever. Beau Bennett has been my best friend since I can remember. He was my first crush before everything came crashing down, and now he wants more, but it's more than I can give him. Things are different now. I wish I could tell him why, but I can't....

Yes, people... I'm sad. Reason? Seeing someone I once loved happy. Am I selfish then?           You know, there are reasons why I hate social networks sometimes. It kinda reminds you that world moves on although you're stuck in time. *sigh*  I feel like I just lost something important and I will never get it back. It was right in my hand and now I lost it forever. The problem is I was the one who let it go. Due to my stupid pride. So, listen people. Never let your pride gets in your way. Pride is nothing actually but emptiness. How I wish I realize that sooner.            Can someone lives alone for their entire life? I'm trying to experiment that. Melancholic Girl, Liely P.S. Thanks Bob.

Yes, people! I'm in my biggest examination of my life right now. SPM is ongoing. This morning, I had Malay Language papers and tomorrow would be English Language paper. To compare the kind of feeling I had when I was getting ready for Malay Language and English Language, I think I am more confident in English. You just can't predict the type of question that would be asked in Malay Language papers because it has a wider scope than English (plus, Malay literature is tough as hell).           I can't wait to go back to my blogging world. I have to say that I managed to break many rules when I was preparing for this exam. I can still finish a novel yesterday. Oh, I can't wait to put up all the reviews of the books that I've read so far. You know what, I just realized that I can be A TRUE BOOK ADDICT you know. It reminds myself when I was into Japanese manga last year. I couldn't put them at all. At the end of the obsession, I managed to read more than 1200 mangas...

Did you guys heard this?? I just found this out a couple of hours ago. Since, I was busy with my exam these days, I didn't hear it right away. CHARLIE HUNNAM STEPPED DOWN FROM FIFTY SHADES.         Oh dear, I was just getting accustomed him as Fifty but then, he stepped down. At first, I thought that it was such a bummer. Why did he let this character go? Gosh, this one movie can change his freaking life! Then, I remembered about the lukewarm reviews (or was it straight out cold reviews) that he received after he was confirmed a position as Fifty. *sigh* I can't help but to feel poor for that guy. I was actually fine with him as Fifty. I do! Although, they said that he stepped down because of his tight schedule with Son Of Anarchy, who the hell would've believe that! Anyway, best of luck, Charlie! This could be your best decision or your poorest. Who knows.          Anyhow, you do know what this means do you? AN EMPTY SPOT FOR CHRISTIAN G...

Okay.. This is the last entry for today ( or maybe this month, we'll see ). I heard this song a few of weeks ago and I completely feel in love with it. When I first heard the song, it sounds so magical. Did any of you feel that way? At first, I don't know what was the title of the song, then after a few days lurking around the radio station, I found it. CLARITY. Even the title sounds magical.

Okay, here's the next two books. Existence and Vain. Both are different novels by different authors by the way. One was very good and another was just mehh .. Existence (Existence Trilogy #1)  by Abbi Glines          I wrote this review right after I was done reading it. So, whatever I was writing down here was true-to-my-word and there is no filter system here. This novel totally felt like Twilight, for first. Why did I say something like that? Because Dank (the male lead's name) has the same Edward Cullen's personality. Before you start thinking, as in general. No! I hate to say that I love Twilight in general because I don't . I only love, truly love, the first book only. It's like Edward in the second book! The book where Twilight started to look like shit for me.       Okay, before I started blabbering, this story is about a girl named Pagan (weird name btw) Moore who can see dead people (that what made me reading this story by th...

Hello there again. I'm talking books now. Not Fifty Shades anymore. Okay. During my two-weeks of exam, I, Liely, who have promised to not roaming the Internet anymore has broken my own rule. I did roam. And the result, a very terrible time in answering my exam papers ( coz I didn't study at home at all, I only opened my book when I reached the school ) and more than 7 novels done reading. Man, I even forgot some of the titles. I've read too much. In Flight (Up In The Air #1)  by R. K. Lilley         This is the first book that I've got to finish during those two weeks. Okay. This story has the same ambience as Fifty Shades but somehow I have to say that I don't like it as much as Fifty Shades.         This story is about a stewardess named Bianca who has a terrible past behind her and one day, one of the first class passengers offered her a chance that seems like a-once-in-a-lifetime-kinda-chance. That passenger, James Cavendish has a ...

Okay. I heard the uproar about Charlie Hunman's casting as Christian Grey or the way I like to say CG ( it really helps me in remembering the DNA's pairing you know. Cytosine and Guanine. ) Anyway, back to the matter in hand. It's becoming serious now guys. Fans are pissed! No, not me. Of course. I'm not pissed. I'm surprisingly fine with it. Oh and, I heard there's a  petition  going around. *sigh* Charlie Hunman        You know what I think. I think he's okay . I would like him as CG, only if he got rid of those stupid beard and long blond hair. *shudders* Please, NO! I don't want my CG looks like a homeless man. He's the epitome of sexiness for me, you know. I think I've written that before. Hmm.. Sexy.         Next, I also got the time to look around and people are buzzing about him. There's news about him every second. Man, I feel so sorry for him. Does he know what he's getting himself into? He's, undoubtedly, going to ...

I know that I've wrote that I won't be writing anything in here for awhile but I need to bend this rule for this special occasion. Charlie Hunman. Well, he's okay.. ^_^            If you still haven't heard it yet, IT'S OUT. The cast of Fifty Shades of Grey !! A guy who I haven't heard his name before (I'm not insulting, kay), Charlie Hunman got the huge honor to play Christian Grey. Meanwhile the daughter of Melanie Griffith (I do know her surprisingly), Dakota Johnson got the role of Anastasia Steele. Wowww!! It's finally happening, guys! Excited For Some Reason, Liely P.S. The movie is coming out August next year. I can't wait!!

Okay. Sue me again! I don't care. This morning, I got to finish another novel titled, Love Unscripted by Tina Reber. I think I'm addicted to novel instead of manga these days. It's such a hard time to separate myself from them.         Anyway, Love Unscripted is about a pub owner, Taryn Mitchell who fell in love with a famous actor (and a hot one too), Ryan Christensen, when he barged through her pub's front door because of some fans riot. Arghh, I'm so bad at summarizing things. So, here the official summary. 'Ryan Christensen just wanted to be an actor. Never in his wildest dreams did he ever think that accepting a role in an unknown film would toss his career into overdrive. His new fame has cost him dearly; anonymity is no longer an option. His fans stalk him, the paparazzi hound him, and Hollywood studios all want a piece of him. Despite all of that, Ryan Christensen craves the most basic of human needs - to have love in his heart and privacy in his ...

Okay, sue me. I read another novel although I promise myself that I wouldn't. I just feel that I'm addicted to it. I'm addicted to novel now .          Anyhow, I just finished reading a novel titled 'My Life Next Door' by Huntley Fitzpatrick. It's an amazing book, let me tell ya! I found it when I was digging through some novel list in Goodreads yesterday and I read it and finished it 24 hours after that.          Below is the summary from the novel. "One thing my mother never knew, and would disapprove of most of all, was that I watched the Garretts. All the time." The Garretts are everything the Reeds are not. Loud, messy, affectionate. And every day from her rooftop perch, Samantha Reed wishes she was one of them . . . until one summer evening, Jase Garrett climbs up next to her and changes everything. As the two fall fiercely for each other, stumbling through the awkwardness and awesomeness of first love, ...

I AM DONE WITH WALLBANGER ! Yes!!! I am so freaking happy that I could finish this one before tomorrow. I gotta get ready for my school things tomorrow. *sad*           Let's change the topic now. For the last two days, I've been occupying myself with this book and it's an amazing book. Drop dead amazing. I love every second of it and those seconds were precious to me. Getting on the synopsis now.         ' Caroline Reynolds has a fantastic new apartment in San Francisco, a KitchenAid mixer, and no O (and we’re not talking Oprah here, folks) –huh,uh . She has a flourishing design career, an office overlooking the bay, a killer zucchini bread recipe, and no O. She has Clive (the best cat ever), great friends, a great rack, and no O.  Adding insult to O-less, since her move, she has an oversexed neighbor with the loudest late-night wallbanging she’s ever heard. Each moan, spank, and–was that a meow?–punctuates the fact that not ...

Hey there.. I'm here just to check up on you guys... and to tell that my father is still alive . Hell, if you expected that I would really end his life, you're disappointingly guessed wrong. I was mad and that was so inappropriate. I know. I make mistakes. I woke up with tears again today. Man, I can't imagine one day if I lost a person. I bet will suffer more than this. However there is a 'thing' that kinda uplift my mood today. It's a book. A very funny book. I can't wait to tell you about this book after I'm done with it. I actually have read quite a few books lately.        The first book that I wanna talk is 'Beautiful Creature'. This book is about a guy named Ethan Wade who lives in a small town called Gaitlin County and he had this dreams about a girl. The following is the synopsis of the novel, since I'm horrible at summarizing things. Beautiful Creature. Book 1. 'There were no surprises in Gatlin County.  We were pretty...

Yup. I lost my cat. No. Before you assume he's dead. Nope. My dad threw him away. He fucking threw him away! It was yesterday, you know. I didn't realize he was missing until it was in the late evening. He usually went roaming around my neighbourhood but he always comes home at night.         Then, I got news that my dad had thrown him away. Gosh, you didn't know how I felt the first time I heard the news. My heart crushed, my world crumbled. I was knocked off the cliff. Feeling so fucking unbelievably mad and sad —s ad didn't even describe what I felt at that time. I was crushed, truly devastated. To prove it, I cried myself to sleep yesterday.        Damn, I was completely went berserk yesterday.        Today, I woke up with tears too. I can't stand the thought that my lovely cat is out there, alone . Gosh, I freaking want to kill him. My dad, that is. How could he threw away my cat? I mean like seriously. Can't you spa...

... or should I say 'Happy Eid Ul-Fitr'! It has been quite awhile, huh, since I posted something in here. Actually, I was (still am) so busy with school things. They were suffocating! I can't even breathe properly during those times.            Anyway, the reason why I wrote this post today is so that I could post some pictures to show you about my 'Raya'. So, on the first day of Syawal (the month after Ramadhan), we woke up late that day. To be specific, 6:45 am. Usually, we woke up earlier than that. So, it was a chaos. In the morning. Everything were unprepared. After we got ourselves prepared, we had to wait for my brother and his wife. We arrived at my uncle's (eldest uncle) house at roughly 8 in the morning. That was late for us.            So, we had arrived and our theme for that year was BLACK AND RED. Yup, except for my dad who went for GREEN since he didn't like BLACK. He said, it was like we're attending a fune...

Warm Bodies Okay. Here's another book that I want to share today. The title is ' Warm Bodies' . I decided to read the novel because I saw a promo video of this movie somewhere and I kinda like the humour in it. So, I try to read the novel. Though I kinda like the novel, it didn't have the humour that presented in the movie (not that I've watched it already). “I am Dead, but it's not so bad. I've learned to live with it.”  R, Warm Bodies.         Anyway, this novel is about the love between a zombie guy and a human girl. Before anyone get skeptical about this, I know the theme is kinda strange and outside of the box. In fact, I love the differences. You've seen vampire love-story, werewolf love-story, and even an alien love story. This time, it's a ZOMBIE LOVE STORY. Yeah!!          This story is about a zombie named 'R' which likes to eat the human brain because he can feel the emotion that the human had in his particular brain....

Again, I want to talk about Fifty Shades. This time, it's about the guy who I want to be THE CHRISTIAN GREY in the upcoming movie.            Matt Bomer. That's his name. I'll prove it to you of why I think he's the right man for that character. (using pictures!) So, here we go! Matt Bomer . Wo-ow! It's like his eyes is sucking me in!

... and I still longing for Fifty Shades (Christian Grey especially). Wow! I really do like Fifty Shades very much. The feeling that I got after I read manga and novel is so not the same, and I just realized it now. In manga, you are restricted by its picture, sometimes it's easier because you didn't need to use your imagination to visualize things. Meanwhile, in novel, you use your brain's optimum capacity to create and visualize your best scenario. Well, that's what I love in each of them.            In Fifty Shades' case, I just can't get enough of it even though it's finished already. For me, it's too short (compared to the normal length of Japanese manga). I want more of it, especially Christian Grey. In fact, he's reason why I'm delirious like this. I love him so much. Now, I understand why people fussed up so much about this book. For me, it's addictive. I've read it twice and it's still not enough. I want more of him and hi...