Liely's Guilty Pleasures

Hey peeps. So, in just about two hours, the year of 2014 will end. Oh, how bittersweet the year had been. I have gained so many experiences as the year passed by. It is unforgettable and memorable in the same time. I hold very dear of this year much more than my years all together. I am proud of myself with what had happened this year. I proved to myself that I was strong enough to face it. I am so proud of myself.         It is my new year resolution that I want to get excellent result for my second semester and enter one of the five top-leading universities in Malaysia. Though I have to admit that I can't wait any longer for him . I want to find him. Please come and get me. I am so slowly losing hope right now. I want you, to be here with me. Truly be with me. Please come for me.          A year ago, I was so in a different world than I am now. I have no idea how a hundred and eighty my life will turn around. I love my current life so...

Hey there. I'm back with a quick post. Actually, I am at home right now, enjoying my two days break away from matric. Urghh, life in matric for second sem is tough. There's so many things to memorize for this second sem. Especially in biology. Hell, we've learnt about all the kingdoms in Plantae and Animalia, if you want to know. Just recently I found out that sea sponge actually doesn't look like bubbles (or real sponge like that famous yellow creature who lives in a pineapple right under the sea). In fact, the real sea sponge actually looks like coral reef.          Oh, and I also found out that phyla Porifera and Echinodermata are besties!!!          By the way, my roommate, Shie is going to leave matric next month. She just can't adapt to the life any longer. She cried a lot after we got our result for our first sem. At first, it was tough to swallow that fact, but later I just felt pity. I think her future isn't going to be at m...

It's official people. Tomorrow I will face my second semester in Matriculation program. Damn, time moves so fast.        I've done packing my things. Hell, for these last two weeks, I actually live through my suitcase. I didn't remove them from my bag at all. *sigh* This is my life as a matriculation student.         What else can I say about my miserable life now? Hurmm... First, I think my first semester went well, with a few minor hustles and one major incident which is so embarrassing that I don't even want to talk about it here. Other than that though, I hope this semester, my practicum won't be assigned by the same lecturers (other than my tutorial math lecturer who is a superb woman by the way and my tutorial chemistry lecturer who is a very kind and patient woman). Other than these two individuals, I want all of them change! Especially my physic laboratory lecturer who really embodies the spirit of Hitler. I just can't stand him. No no...

Assalamua'laikum and good morning guys. It's been what, almost a month since I last posted something in here. Been busy and actually I wanted to avoid to feel. Whenever I wrote something here, I actually am allowing myself to reflect and think. And I am actually trying to avoid thinking, for a reason I cannot reveal just yet. I am actually in my semester break for two weeks in which this period will about to end this Sunday. The day after tomorrow, I will return back to Matric. Time is really flying like a lightning. Current news about me? Nothing much actually. Just can't wait to finish another semester in Matric. Then, it finally a university life for me. In conjunction to this (which actually has nothing to do with university life), did you watch FIFTY SHADES OF GREY'S SECOND TRAILER? See what I did? Shouty capitals, like Ana used to say! It was, a-fucking-mazing . I love it and I can wait for February 13th. Mark my word, people. I am counting the seconds t...

Hey there guys. Long time no see. I've been busy. Like hell. Like seriously . Dude, I have learnt one thing since I'm in Matric. Like seriously, matriculation program is so not for those with fainted heart. Hell, I am this close *pinch hand* to quit this program. It's just too suffocating. Yes that's the word.           Anyway, that is not what I want to say tonight. At 2:18 am. No, dear. That's not it. What I want to say is OUTLANDER!!!!!!!!         Gosh, I know I am mad. I have PSPM like literally tomorrow and yet here I am blogging about some marvelous book I just finished this evening.           *DEEP BREATH*           *DEEP BREATH AGAIN*           I freaking love you Jamie Fraser!!!!!!!!!!!           There. I've said it. God, that feel so good.           I love ya Jamie. From the blood of my blood. Fr...

Hey there. To all the Muslims in the whole world, happy Eid! And to the Malays, ' Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin.'  This year proved to be some kind of a dull year for me. This Eid didn't seem as festive as in the past years. Well, how appropriate when you think about it again. Plus, I have an important exam to face in a couple of weeks. So, it's good.            Anyway, the followings are the the picture taken this morning, at my uncle's house. Me and my cousin, Zaliha. My mum and I and my bro. My brother, Shafi and I. My cousin, Zalina, my bro and I. Oh yes. These are all my cousins. My aunts and uncles.            Well, that is all for now. Will be back for more. Gotta read novels. Gotta watch HIMYM rerun on the tv. Bye bye, peeps. Oh and, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! again. See you in my next post. Bangity Bang Girl, Liely

... and I am so not in the spirit at all. I can't believe it's Eid already. I feel nothing at all. *sigh* All I could think right now is the upcoming UPS examination that I would face as soon as I get back to Matric. But, however, no matter how worried I am about the exam, I didn't open up my book yet. I plan that I would tomorrow. We'll see how that goes.           This year, my 'baju Raya' is green in colour. Yay! Finally, I have a green 'baju kurung'!           Besides that, nothing else. I have no idea what else to talk about. I'll put another post tomorrow about what happened on my Raya morning.           That is all for now. Talk to ya soon. Non-Festive Girl, Liely

It's out! It's OOOUUUTTT!!! OMG!!! FIFTY SHADES OF GREY TRAILER IS HERE!!!           I watched it yesterday. At four in the freaking morning. And I was squealing like a kid all the time I was watching it, waking my roommate up from her sleep (I'm such a terrible roommate, I know).But, I couldn't help it. It was Christian Grey and Anastasia Steele in the flesh. IN THE FLESH.            I LOVE IT. I freaking love the damn trailer. Oh the beginning, the song, the first word, the fucking scenes (they show the FAMOUS ELEVATOR SCENE, people!!)... My heart is beating out of my chest right now. Like literally. GAHHHHH!!!            I can't wait until next year. *sobs*            Anyway, here's the trailer.           Well, that is all for now. We'll see again next time for more update about me. See ya. In Fifty Shades of Happiness, Liely ...

Finally, a space between studies and sleeping, where I can breathe. It has been 18 days since my last post. Can't believe that it took me this long to write another post.          Anyhow, the only reason why I wrote this post today is because of the shocking incident yesterday. About plane MH17. OMG, I can't believe this thing happen again. It was MH370 last time. It was such a shocking news. I heard the news this morning and at first, I didn't believe it since I need some solid proof first before I accept any infos. So, after our physic lecturer confirmed it in the class, a wave of devastation hit me. This year is proving to be a very hard year for Malaysia it seems.          On that same concept, it seems that this year would also to be my hardest year. Only recently, I found out about the rift I have with my roommate. Actually, this coldness between us has been there forever since the first week we shared the same room. It's hard ...

... since the last time I read Twilight Saga. Gosh, a year ago, on this day, I was only starting on reading Fifty Shades Trilogy for the first time and those three books have completely changed my life. I would've never imagined my life without Christian Grey and Anastasia Steele. They taught me a lot about myself.          I can't believe that it has been a year since I met my dream guy, Christian Trevelyan-Grey. Grey's Girl, Liely 

IT IS WITH GREAT DELIGHT that I think that I am almost adjusted to the life here. Almost . That's the keyword. I have great friends, great lecturers (with the exception of one) and great roommates. But I still miss my family. Miss them dearly.         Today, I woke up late. Farrell, the head chief of our block of our level had to knock the door to wake me up because when my mum tried, I didn't wake up. Truth-to-be-told, it was a really nice morning. And then, after I got prepared, when I went to the security booth, they scolded me because I wore slippers and not formal shoes. Damn, though it was a bit annoying and embarrassing, I didn't soak the feeling too well since I was still half-asleep . However though, it was pretty damn funny that everything happened while I was still half-asleep. Hell, it was freaking funny.         After that, my sister, Along, made me 'mushroom soup'! Yay!!!  I'd been dreaming eating them. And since we, the Mus...

It's a little to late to announce my practicum class, yeah I know. However, I am proud to be a member of S11P3. My classmates are superb. Except one. Who I won't mention here because I don't want to sully anyone's name anymore. I've learned from my lesson.           In my class, there are 19 students (supposed to be 20 but Anis will leave KMM this Friday). I remember all of their names after the first week. (me) Syiqin Syafiza Iman Isma Intan Lina Vessha Chia Siew Jiet Hajar Danneia Hafiza Atiqah Irfan Tioh Imran SYJ Deva          Sometimes, it shocked me you know when these people wanted to be my friend and treated me nice. It had been so long since I put myself in the bottom pedestal and treated myself less than what I worth and to come here, into this group of friends and got to be myself, with no ill-intention whatsoever, I never have felt so blessed in my life . Right now, I'm wondering how long will this la...

Nur Anis Shahira binti Dzulkifli . That's the name of my classmate in practicum S11P3 . She'll be leaving Malacca Matriculation College for International Islamic University (UIA) next week. After almost three weeks we've been classmate, she has been one of the closest friends in my class. Almost every morning, I would wait for her at the cafeteria to eat our breakfast together before going to the class. I would miss her so much. That Kelan-tay chick.          It was actually from this afternoon when we found out about the news. Atiqah, another classmate of mine, told us that we have to gather in front of the library after our physics' class. At first, she didn't tell us why because she promised Anis to keep the news of her departure a secret, but then, we figured it out. Anis is actually leaving us for UIA. Well, I can't help but to feel disappointed and sad. Our time together was cut too short. However though, I wish the best for her. Good luck, Anis! Miss...

So far, there is no homesickness. A little bit of homesick but not one that made me cried to sleep. I suspected that it was because of my laptop/books that I have with me.          LOL, I just remembered this one tiny embarrassing incident about this morning. I was kicked out from the library by the librarian because I used my phone in it. Damn, everyone was looking at me. It was pretty humiliating.          Besides that though, nothing else happened. The college didn't let their students out from the compound until this Eid, when we went for two weeks of holiday. Until then, no more overnight stay at home for us. However, they did give us the permission for outing on Saturday and Sunday which in Saturday, I used them to go home for 8 hours. Those 8 hours were the best. I miss my home so much.         Oh well, that is all for now. I'll get back atcha in a week or so. So, until then, bye! Liely

Hey there. As the title goes, I'm back in Matric. My temporary home for about two months from now. Hell, I miss home already. However, I feel better because I have my dearest internet with me. I can read books now. Although I limit it to two or one book a week, because truth-to-be-told, I cannot breathe without books. It's my air. However studious or diligent I study, I have to have a peace of mind after all the clustered life. And to me, book is where I could find my inner peace. So, there you go. Internet is my life line to my life, the books I'll read.        That is all for now. I might post some more in the future. Depend whether I will be extra busy or not. See ya later! Bye. Happy Girl With Her Laptop, Liely

My second week in Matric was horrible. I had a very terrible homesickness even though I only lived 15 minutes away from my home. I cried to sleep for a couple of days because I really couldn't see myself in the future anymore. I felt like I was a small speck of dust in the middle of dusty room. I felt insignificant and even if I did something to make a difference, my effort won't be recognize. I felt like I didn't mean anything to the world and I am not as important as I thought I am to the world.         For all these times, I always think that a person is always created to do something to give an impact to the world, bad or good. In my case, I didn't feel like I could do either. I felt horrible about myself. Oh well, it just proved to me that my depression isn't caused by my family. It is because of myself. I had no one to put the blame on this time. It was all me.               For all it worth, my mum reminded me that I need...

.... with stomach filled with food. God, it's so good to be home. My appetite is back. For a week, I was in Matric, I could barely eat. I didn't feel hungry at all. My stomach growled but I didn't get the same urge I did when I ate at home. For now, I just want to soak in the bliss of being home for another hour. After that, I need to get ready for next week study.           So, that is all for now. See ya next time, next week. Laters, peeps. From Malaysia With Full Stomach, Liely

Hi there, peeps! I'm back from Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (KMM) after a torturous week of orientation. (well, it's not that torturous, I'm just exaggerating.) You know, on the very first day of orientation week, everything was still seemed so unreal to me. I can't grasp the idea that I will be living on my own and there would be no more television or lying on my bed while reading books on my mobile. It wasn't until the second day that I suddenly felt homesick. Anyway, I'll get back on that later. In the car, on the way to KMM.         On the very first day, we went to KMM around 10 in the morning and the traffic was horrible. There were so~ many people there. Oh well, everyone from the whole peninsular Malaysia went there, so of course, there were thousands of people.           The registration process went kinda well. There wasn't any big trouble on the way. My family left me there around 3 in the evening. By the way, my dorm block i...

Today is May 26, 2014 . The day I will enter Malacca Matriculation College or Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka . God, I am so nervous that I couldn't sleep a wink right now. I am horrified at what is ahead of me. God, I am so scared. I don't know what to expect this morning. I don't know yet when I would depart from home since it was only a 15 minutes drive from here. My goodness...         Right now, I'm trying to calm myself down by reading a novel, my last novel for awhile I think, titled Archer's Voice by Mia Sheridan. By the way, it is my first time reading a book about a virgin male involved with an experienced female. Oh and, Archer is so cute so far. I freaking love him so much!!          Back to my main point, I am freaking scared. World, I don't think I can take this anymore. I'm slowly dying of my own stupidness. Ya ALLAH, KAU permudahkanlah perjalananku. KAU rahmatilah perjuanganku ini. KAU kuatkanlah iman di dadaku. KAU lembutkanla...

I forgot about the existence of these memes I made about Bobby and Jepun back in 2013. It was the peak of popularity of memes back then and I made these memes specially for them because truth-to-be-told I have nothing else to do. So, let's see them, shall we?          It's a true story. At the time, Bobby kept missing out classes until I have nobody I could talk to in the class. FYI, she was the only girl who could understand my twerks. I seriously thought I just met my soulmate.          Another true story. Every time we talked, I just kept on talking. Hell, some days, I didn't even know what the hell I learnt in school because all I could remember was my conversation with her.          This meme below me was the one I made when my friend who was a boy, Jepun aka Yuvaraj was obsessed with Harry Potter films. He was in love with the character.         Yup. I am the Volde...

Two days ago, I broke my record in the longest time I went without sleeping and the old record stood at 25 hours. Now, I am honoured to let you all know that the record is currently standing at 30.5 hours. In my last post about the same record, titled What Happened In The Last Couple of Days? , the reason I could hold out for 25 hours straight was because we went to a water-theme park and it was A-waitforit-MAZING. AMAZING!          However this time, I managed to hold out for 30.5 hours because we went shopping for my college stuffs (by the way, I've already finished packing everything!) and at night, I just couldn't sleep because I was too worried about going to college. I had to admit, I already felt homesick although I'm still here in my own comfort of home. You know, after having this emotional feeling, finally I felt melancholy about leaving this house. It's completely true when people said 'home sweet home' and what makes a home special is because the ...

Have you ever done something that while you're doing it, the idea seems so brilliant and after you've done it, you felt so horrible? That's what I'm feeling right now. It's such a wide transition, you know, when you think about it. By the way, I'm not revealing what I'm doing. I don't think this is the right medium where I could let it all out.          It's May 19 and I have another week before I enroll into college. I'm scared shitless right now, peeps. I just hope everything will go smoothly. I can't deal another blow out from this anymore.I hope I could fit well there. Oh and, for the first week in the college, I won't bring my laptop with me since the first week is orientation week, so clearly we don't have any assignment to do. So yeah, no more internet.          Life sucks.         Anyhow, wish me luck guys. See ya next time. Scared of the Unknown, Liely

Hey y'all. It's true. I'm currently in love with historical romance/highlanders novels. I found their romance are more subtle and the ladies are less irritating and annoying . So far, I haven't been let down by any regency or highlanders novels yet. I've chosen (delicately) the one that got high ratings (since I am a little short in time). This is because I only have more than 10 more before I go to college and I really want to fill those time time in between with books that are worth my time. So, in this post, I want to talk a little about the books I've read this week. Shall we? 1 . McCabe Trilogy by Maya Banks .             I have to say, this trilogy was my first highlanders book. I was a bit sceptic at first when I read the highlanders book (in general) because who likes reading books about guys wearing skirts? I didn't know anyone who like reading them, so I didn't try it. Later, I found out the appeal in guys wearing plaids (THAT'...

Hi there peeps. I just finished writing Peter's POV in At First Sight manuscript I was doing. I am quite pleased with the result, so I decided to put the POV here. I always have a thing for writing but lately I didn't write anymore because I was busy with real life so that skill of mine is, you can say, rusted. Only recently I realized my shortcoming in writing full English stories and it really humble me. That was one of the major reason why I put my other blog as private. I dreamed to be an author ever since I was eight but life got in the way, you know.         Anyhow, enjoy what I wrote okay? Sorry if I somehow offended y'all for all the mistakes I did below. I am a rookie and not a very good writer in English but I really do wanted to improve my English writing skills. So, thank you for spending your time reading this silly short story of mine. YOLO! At First Sight Extras: Peter's POV ..... Tomorrow With You LIFE COULDN’T BE BETTER. I was forced t...

I just got off from another website. I checked on the UPU and I got an offer to do a diploma in civil engineering at UiTM . I was actually hoping for UMP (University of Malaysia Pahang) because I think that university is cool. Well, not that I plan to go to a university anyway. I was actually hoping for Matriculation all along because it's a shortcut to do a degree.         Some of my friends plan to do STPM, which to me is a NO NO . STPM is tough as hell. Ask everyone in Malaysia, STPM is not for chickens. It takes gut and perseverance to endure STPM. And I am not one of those people. A lot of post-SPM students avoid, with a wide berth, the dreadful STPM. Hell, once upon a time ago, my father wanted me to enrol into taking STPM. I almost confronted him and shouted a loud 'NO!'. I barely scraped through SPM and taking another exam like STPM is just a pain in my ass.          So yeah. However though, there was this girl who was brilliant ...

... the day I enter my college. It's 17 days away. All the papers are 85% done. All I need to do is sealed the papers' approval from the head villagers. After that, print out the registration form online. That's all. Voila!           As the time runs, the more this realization becomes reality. I will finally leave this house, after eight years resided in here. I will finally leave my family for the first time in my eighteen years of life. I shouldn't say this but I can't wait to get the hell out from here . I want to discover myself. I want to know whether these depressions I have resulted because of my family or it's just me, being a depressive kinda girl.          As for my personal things that I need to pack, I haven't start anything yet. I plan to pack things up at the final week. Finally, my family is on board with my departure. I'm glad for that.          For what I'm feeling right now, hmmm... trepid...

I love love loooovvvveeeee ~ this song by John Legend. Everytime I read a good romance novel, this song reminded me exactly of what the main male character must've been thinking. I mean like, seriously, the words, the lyrics of this song clearly captured what a woman wants their man to say to them . It's just so~ romantic. So far, this song is the best song I heard this year. All Of Me by John Legend What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in, and you kicking me out You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright My head's under water But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind 'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my ...

Hi there peeps. I just got home from paying my college fee at the bank and guess what? I also got a new haircut. My hair this time is cut really short. Like seriously.        At first, I thought I wanna do a bob, you know. Like Giuliana Rancic bob. But then, I thought twice. If I cut it bob, then I need to take care of it really carefully. I cannot have a bob then, 'cause I need to wear ' tudung ' a lot and it's really a pain in the ass to keep your hair good and manageable. So, I cut it short.        So yeah. It's that short. Anddddd... I love it. It's easier to wash it and now I don't have to use hair band or hair clip any longer. It's that simple. Oh and, I can sleep easy now. No need to rearrange my hair while sleeping. Yay!! Love My New Hair, Liely

OMG. Adam Levine turned blonde . I dunno why this news took hold in this blog of mine. It's just that E!News mentioned this and I think I need to record this in. FYI, I think Adam can do whatever the hell he wants. Blonde or not. Though I love his previous luscious hair. But I don't get why people making this all of these things into a big proportion?          In fact, I even don't know why I make this post? I just have to say something. Don't Know What Else To Say, Liely

Okay. Half of the things I need to do is done. I'm a little bit relax for now. Gosh, I can't wait for this torture to be over. I've taken my photograph (I look hideous in it) and I've printed all the documents.*thank goodness* All I need to do is pay for the fees and open my own bank account. Oh and buy some stamps and find the witness for the documents. So, yeah. Halfway there.         To be honest, I'm scared shitless right now. Scared shitless! 20 MORE DAYS TO GO, PEOPLE! It means, 20 more days before all activities-related-with-books will be over! This is so sad... Anxious to death, Liely

Fuck, my depression came with a vengeance yesterday. My mother scolded me after something so silly and yet that triggered my D-button. I feel so miserable right now, guys. Freaking miserable. I can't breathe, I can't focus on anything. I can't even fucking sleep.            It's 24 days more before I go to Matric and yet I haven't prepared a thing. I feel so stressed out. I haven't printed out the documents yet. I haven't taken my pictures yet. I haven't opened my bank account yet. I haven't paid the fee yet. I haven't bought the stamps yet. FUCK! Everything is undone! And there is no one helping me calm down at the moment. They are all stuck in their own life.            That suicidal thing-y that I always had when I'm depressed, came over me yesterday and until now it haven't left yet. I don't know what to do. I want to prepare everything but no one is helping me. No one cares about what I'm dealing with. They are fucking...

I think I have some kind of insomnia or something. I haven't been able to sleep properly lately. Every time I tried to close my eyes, my brain started thinking and planning for when I finally went to the college.         The dreadful orientation week? The living in the dorm? The stressful college life? The syllabus? The friends I'm about to make? Will they like me? Or will I have the same trouble of making friends again? The clothes I'll wear? The lecturer I'll face? Will they like me? Or will I become another obnoxious student to them? The money for my every day breakfasts, lunches and dinners?          Oh god, the money. That is my main problem. It all comes down to money. Sport shoes? Tudung?  Track pants? Long-sleeved shirts? Brooches? Normal everyday shoes? So many things to buy in such limited times. The only thing that eased me right now is that the college is 15 minutes drive from where I currently live. That's it.   ...

"Long Live The King" OMG! Finally! After half a year waiting, I finally finished The King book of Black Dagger Brotherhood series!!! I am in euphoria. In heaven. On cloud nine. Over the moon . I mean like, that is the sweetest ending EVER!! (Oh and, SPOILERS ALERT!)          Okay, before that, let's talk about the eleventh book first. Lover At Last (#11) . This book is about Qhuinn and Blay. Qhuinn impregnated Chosen Layla in Lover Reborn (#10) and in here, Layla is expecting a child. And Phury, the Primale of the Chosen, was umm ... furious when he heard the news. The thing was, although both of them expecting a child on the way, they were platonic with each other. Like very platonic. However, I'm not touching that part of the story yet. At first, I thought that maybe Qhuinn will not end up with Blay and maybe moved on with Layla since they were expecting a child. BUT NO!          There was BLness in this book, people. Fr...

I checked it online yesterday and YES (!!!) I got accepted into the Malacca Matriculation College. I am hyped up! Finally, an offer that I couldn't decline. Even my mum was psyched up about this. The college is a 15-minutes-ride from where I lived. Hell, I could even come home every week. So, yeah. I'm excited.         Shegary , a friend of mine (she's the one got straight As with me), got Penang Matriculation College meanwhile Yuvaraj a.k.a. Jepun got Perlis Matriculation College. I mean like, seriously people??? Why did you guys apply so freaking far away? I am frigging alone here in Malacca. I have no friends at all that got Malacca like me. None. Most of them got the college up on the north. I'm in Melaka, Shegary's Penang and Jepun's in Perlis (the furthest north state in the peninsular).        A week earlier though, I received an interview offer from MARA in Banting. God, only hearing that word "INTERVIEW" brings goosebumps to my s...

I thought about this a few days ago and I realized that I have three big and bad characteristic about myself.          First, I am a very oversensitive girl . I don't want to be a sensitive girl. They're weak, and basically a wimp but I can't change myself. I tried to but whenever I did, I felt like I'm lying to myself, trying to pretend to be someone I'm not, which I am. So, I quit that long time ago. I decided that if someone wants to get to know me, they have to accept me as I am. A sensitive girl. However, this decision of mine took a big backlash as people started to hate me because I'm stand-offish, thus they redeemed me as an arrogant bitch, just because I'm uncomfortable with who they are. Yeah, I'm a hypocrite, I know . But, I just hope that one day people could crack my defense system and prove to me that I can be who I am without any prejudices. I am not an arrogant bitch, I just have this abnormal way of being friendly with people. They hav...

Okay, as you all know, Titanic was released on December 1997. I was almost two years old toddler at that time. Needless to say, I had never watched Titanic until I was 9 years old girl. This is the story of my first time watching Titanic.         So, I was 9, the movie was featured on the national television in Malaysia for two days. (They cut the 3 hours 15 minutes movie into two part.) I have to admit, I loooooovvvvvvvee the movie. I cried to bed when the Titanic Part 2 ended. I was totally in love with Jack Dawson and adored Rose DeWitt Bukater. For me, that movie was the pinnacle of my movie watching life. I was enamored by the story and not to mention, my cries in my sleep. I can still remember the feeling of laying on my side, facing the wall, on top of the second level of the bunk bed (my brother slept below). The feeling of the tears falling horizontal to my face. I can't believe that a 9-year-old kid would felt so deeply moved by a movie like that. I wa...

Hey there. I'm back for a quick review about the Black Dagger Brotherhood (BDB) series. This time, I want to talk about the sixth book until the tenth book. My last review about BDB stopped at Vishous's story. So, here we go. The next five books of the series. Lover Enshrined (#6) Okay. This is the story of Phury and Cormia. In this book, Phury became the Primale, the leader of the Chosen (something like that, I don't remember the real term). Among of all BDB books, this is the only book that got 2 stars out of 5 for me. It is because, I don't know if I'm the only who think this way, but it was a bit boring for this series standard. Phury was still attached to Bella and it just broke my heart to pieces.        Unrequited love is horrible. I had several of them over the years in my high school and though it maybe leaning more toward crush, it still hurt like a bitch. So, maybe that was what made me rated this book lower than others. Cormia, on the other hand, w...