Liely's Guilty Pleasures

Hello guys. I am just rocked to the core right now, and hence in need of writing something. Side note: This not-so-review is about Vishous and Jane from Black Dagger Brotherhood (BDB) series.            I just found out that Ward (that is J.R Ward, the amazing author of BDB series) DOES NOT LIKE V & Jane together. I mean like, WTF!? You just pull out the rug from underneath my feet, Ward. I ship those two people like nobody's businesses. They are my second most favourite couple other than Wrath and Beth. Ohmigod. Why did you even write Lover Unbound, if you don't like them to be together? Why are you toying with my feelinggggs???           Okay, I've had it. I'm okay if you want to pair up V with Butch, I got it. You want them to be together, whatever. Just send off Jane nicely, okay? After what you did with her, killing her and then raising her as a ghost, just so you can give us a temporary ending, a buffer till you could ...

Hello guys.             It's my mid-semester break for me! I was supposed to seek out for internship places but what-the-hell am I doing here though? I'm delaying it. Procrastination is bad people!             Anyhow, what should I say? I'm doing well. Though I did cut yesterday. I don't know what comes over me. I was feeling fine, reading some romantic e-book, when suddenly I was reminded about cutting and it had been sometimes since I cut. The next minute, I found myself with a tiny cut on my forearm and a light cut on my thigh. I am not addicted to it. I think. I just miss it. Even when there's nothing bothering me (well not that pressingly), I still feel the need to cut. For fuck's sake. I'm fucked up in the head. Well, not that I didn't know about it.            I'm still trying to get better. I do.            Well, that is not why I write this post anyway...