Fall From Grace
I lost it again today. After two weeks, I did it again. I don't think that I will truly stop from cutting myself once I found out this habit. I just need it. It had been too long since my last purge. I am truly sick of myself. No matter what I do, I am triggered. Sometimes by the smallest thing. I am not as strong as I thought I was. Anyhow, I'm tired now. I don't know which one made me more tired. The pleasure or the pain. The only I know, I am now at peace. I had tissues soaked with blood all around me and I love the coppery smells of blood. What a truly sick fuck I am.