Liely's Guilty Pleasures

IT IS WITH GREAT DELIGHT that I think that I am almost adjusted to the life here. Almost . That's the keyword. I have great friends, great lecturers (with the exception of one) and great roommates. But I still miss my family. Miss them dearly.         Today, I woke up late. Farrell, the head chief of our block of our level had to knock the door to wake me up because when my mum tried, I didn't wake up. Truth-to-be-told, it was a really nice morning. And then, after I got prepared, when I went to the security booth, they scolded me because I wore slippers and not formal shoes. Damn, though it was a bit annoying and embarrassing, I didn't soak the feeling too well since I was still half-asleep . However though, it was pretty damn funny that everything happened while I was still half-asleep. Hell, it was freaking funny.         After that, my sister, Along, made me 'mushroom soup'! Yay!!!  I'd been dreaming eating them. And since we, the Mus...

It's a little to late to announce my practicum class, yeah I know. However, I am proud to be a member of S11P3. My classmates are superb. Except one. Who I won't mention here because I don't want to sully anyone's name anymore. I've learned from my lesson.           In my class, there are 19 students (supposed to be 20 but Anis will leave KMM this Friday). I remember all of their names after the first week. (me) Syiqin Syafiza Iman Isma Intan Lina Vessha Chia Siew Jiet Hajar Danneia Hafiza Atiqah Irfan Tioh Imran SYJ Deva          Sometimes, it shocked me you know when these people wanted to be my friend and treated me nice. It had been so long since I put myself in the bottom pedestal and treated myself less than what I worth and to come here, into this group of friends and got to be myself, with no ill-intention whatsoever, I never have felt so blessed in my life . Right now, I'm wondering how long will this la...

Nur Anis Shahira binti Dzulkifli . That's the name of my classmate in practicum S11P3 . She'll be leaving Malacca Matriculation College for International Islamic University (UIA) next week. After almost three weeks we've been classmate, she has been one of the closest friends in my class. Almost every morning, I would wait for her at the cafeteria to eat our breakfast together before going to the class. I would miss her so much. That Kelan-tay chick.          It was actually from this afternoon when we found out about the news. Atiqah, another classmate of mine, told us that we have to gather in front of the library after our physics' class. At first, she didn't tell us why because she promised Anis to keep the news of her departure a secret, but then, we figured it out. Anis is actually leaving us for UIA. Well, I can't help but to feel disappointed and sad. Our time together was cut too short. However though, I wish the best for her. Good luck, Anis! Miss...

So far, there is no homesickness. A little bit of homesick but not one that made me cried to sleep. I suspected that it was because of my laptop/books that I have with me.          LOL, I just remembered this one tiny embarrassing incident about this morning. I was kicked out from the library by the librarian because I used my phone in it. Damn, everyone was looking at me. It was pretty humiliating.          Besides that though, nothing else happened. The college didn't let their students out from the compound until this Eid, when we went for two weeks of holiday. Until then, no more overnight stay at home for us. However, they did give us the permission for outing on Saturday and Sunday which in Saturday, I used them to go home for 8 hours. Those 8 hours were the best. I miss my home so much.         Oh well, that is all for now. I'll get back atcha in a week or so. So, until then, bye! Liely

Hey there. As the title goes, I'm back in Matric. My temporary home for about two months from now. Hell, I miss home already. However, I feel better because I have my dearest internet with me. I can read books now. Although I limit it to two or one book a week, because truth-to-be-told, I cannot breathe without books. It's my air. However studious or diligent I study, I have to have a peace of mind after all the clustered life. And to me, book is where I could find my inner peace. So, there you go. Internet is my life line to my life, the books I'll read.        That is all for now. I might post some more in the future. Depend whether I will be extra busy or not. See ya later! Bye. Happy Girl With Her Laptop, Liely

My second week in Matric was horrible. I had a very terrible homesickness even though I only lived 15 minutes away from my home. I cried to sleep for a couple of days because I really couldn't see myself in the future anymore. I felt like I was a small speck of dust in the middle of dusty room. I felt insignificant and even if I did something to make a difference, my effort won't be recognize. I felt like I didn't mean anything to the world and I am not as important as I thought I am to the world.         For all these times, I always think that a person is always created to do something to give an impact to the world, bad or good. In my case, I didn't feel like I could do either. I felt horrible about myself. Oh well, it just proved to me that my depression isn't caused by my family. It is because of myself. I had no one to put the blame on this time. It was all me.               For all it worth, my mum reminded me that I need...

.... with stomach filled with food. God, it's so good to be home. My appetite is back. For a week, I was in Matric, I could barely eat. I didn't feel hungry at all. My stomach growled but I didn't get the same urge I did when I ate at home. For now, I just want to soak in the bliss of being home for another hour. After that, I need to get ready for next week study.           So, that is all for now. See ya next time, next week. Laters, peeps. From Malaysia With Full Stomach, Liely