Liely's Guilty Pleasures

Okay. Here is the list I wrote previously. I like to do list of things that I like and that includes my favourite singers. I thought that I want to make a list of my favourite songs but it's just too hard to choose because I love all songs equally. To make things worse, I would at least like one song from a certain artist. But, WTH. Like I care. :P          So, here we go. Maroon 5 *Hands up* I've started to like Maroon 5 since I was at least 11 years old. Their first song that I've heard was 'Makes Me Wonder'. Adam Levine's voice is just too priceless. I love all their hit songs. My favourite songs by them were 'She Will Beloved' and 'Won't Go Home Without You'. It just that every song from them stuck inside of my mind and I just want to sing it out loud after. Adele Adele Adkins I just newly known to her musics but so far I love all of them. Right now, I've known at least 4 songs by her that stuck inside of my head. 'Some...

Death Note. Yagami Light and L. <3 I'm half way done reading Death Note. Right now, I stopped at chapter 65 because I couldn't take it anymore. My head was filled with Yagami Light and L since this morning. FYI, I went to bed exactly at 6 am today because it kept me on the edge of the seat. It was TENSE! Just to see when L approached Light and how both of them playing with words with each other. It was fun! I couldn't believe that I once said this story is boring. *bows down*  I shouldn't judge the story based on the first chapter, that's for sure. Even though my addiction to this manga was like as high as Mount Everest this morning, right now my passion for this story ended when (spoiler) L died. It was as if, Light lost his sparks when L is dead. *sigh* So now, I wanna wait for a few days before I continued it. It's kinda stressful now when another 'good guy' comes into the picture. Therefore, I'm tired of it and it'll maybe take me a fe...

Good early Tuesday everyone (I guess). I glanced back at my previous post and I felt so ashamed of myself because I jot down things like that. 07-Ghost. Teito and Zehel         Anyway, I just finished reading 07-Ghost just now to its current chapter (chapter 89). It’s so AWESOME!! I hate the story at first because it was so boring and I don’t see where the story’s direction or what’s exactly it was about. BUT then it introduced me to a new world (seriously). I really like those stories where we’re a part of the story itself. Best example is Anatolia Story. I could never get enough of the story. It’s just perfect! Back to the main topic, it is about a young man named Teito Klein that took his refuge at a church in District 7. There, he met many interesting people (really ‘interesting’) and after a period of time, his best friend, Mikage found him and somehow his friend died. Personally, I think that his friend might still be alive because somehow he’s an import...

I'm so depressed right now. I had another fight with my mum. It's over something so petty but I just flipped out. How I wish I was born with another heart. This heart is too evil. I don't want to live as me again. I have enough of all this. My mum isn't wrong. I am the one who's wrong. The thing that make me so stressed out is how wrong I am. I'm a very dark-hearted person. I don't like it when someone points out the wrong in me. I would flip instantly into that 'evil' mode of mine. Somehow I want to start all over again. I don't want to be this stupid girl anymore. I don't want to hurt anybody anymore. I'm tired all of these. Love,  Liely

The Divide I seem to like writing down this note when I am about to go to sleep. So, I can't comment on something too long. Just a couple of hours ago, I watched 'The Divide' film at HBO. It was so not my type. It's just sometimes too gruesome for me. I can't imagine if someone who's very young watch this film. Seeing a scene where a man chopped down a dead man with an axe, half nudity, savage lust, cutting down a finger, torture, killings... It's just too much for me. Even though I did finish it but I don't feel anything at the end of the story other than utterly confused. I don't get the point of the film. What is it trying to tell? Everyone died at the end besides the main girl and I don't have any slightest idea of what's going to happen to her next because the civilization has gone. I guess that she's going to die too because of the radiation over the nuclear bomb. So, that's make everyone died. Then, what's the message?...

I had a fight with my mum today. It was simply because I refused to give my niece's her meal. After that, we didn't talk. It's quite normal. She's always mad at me. I get it. Sheesh, this depressing mood of mine has come back again. I'll stop talking about that now. My mum planned to go to the hot spring again tonight but since my sister is late, the plan is cancelled. I have no comment on that since I don't even plan to go with them. It's hard to enjoy yourself at a hot spring when you have a fight with your mother, you see. Just like Niagara Falls! *Dushhh!*          Anyway, I continued writing Clover today because it seems that I have been leaving aside my stories over the mangas that I've read these days. Even now, I stopped writing it for a moment since I was reading Rurouni Kenshin. It was kinda addictive, (lol). But now, I felt bored of it. Maybe I'll continue it tomorrow. Right now, I'm trying to read some BLs. It seems that I could...

The difference that I want to talk right now is the difference between me today and me last year. If I think about it carefully, the me right now almost (almost is not the perfect word, I think) know all aspects about sex. To compare myself right now and myself from a year ago, it's like heaven and earth. I didn't even know what is sadomasochism or bondage or LGBT last year or even what's the meaning of sadist and masochist. It all unfortunately thanks to manga that I know all of this. 'In Time' where time is money.            Okay, let's stop blabbering and talk film . Yesterday morning, I watch 'In Time' starring Justin Timberlake and Amanda Seyfried. I love the movie. It's fun to see how they used the concept of 'time is money', literally . I spend my whole morning to see that movie. I am satisfied by it. Somehow, deep down I wish to live in the same world as them. It must be so cool to use time as money. At first, I thought it was k...

Delicious looking, right? I took it from here . Today was normal. I have nothing good or bad to say about today. Yesterday, after my sister and her family returned home from celebrating my niece birthday, she bought KFC and a birthday cake home. Seriously, I love 'cheesy wedges' more than I love my own life. My friend, Bobby used to say that cheesy wedges is very unhealthy and contain more fats than others. Do you think I care? I rather die if I cannot eat them. I finished them in a blink of an eye. I didn't even leave anything aside for my brother. Sorry, boy. Man, looking at this photo really start a concert in my stomach. I want to eat them again. *sobs*         Again today, I read a handful of BL mangas. Oh and finally, I finished 'One Thousand and One Night' BL manga today after delayed it for a few months. Hurrayy!        I'm going to bed now. So tired till I can even sleep in this weird position I'm in right now. *yawns* Bye bye, di...

Yup, I'm alone. There's nobody at home right now. My sister's family is going out to celebrate my niece belated birthday meanwhile my parents gone out for karaoke somewhere. Both of my brothers is out to work and hanging out with their friends. There is no breathing soul in this house except for me and my cat, Ujang (and mosquitoes perhaps?). I just done reading a few BL mangas just now. There's nothing special about any of them at all, so I can't pull out any of the mangas here.           Anyway, I dropped Bloody Monday's manga this morning since I found a 'betrayal' tag about the mentioned manga. I just hate betrayal in a manga. It just pains me A LOT.           This early in the morning, my mum, my older brother, my sister, my nephew and I went out and took our breakfast at my older brother's girlfriend's restaurant. My will-to-be (I guess) sister-in-law works there as a waiter. We ate outside that day because somehow th...

Ombak Rindu I had gone to my old habits back. Sleep at night and awake in the day. Oh well, this habit won't last for long before it went back to my 'owl' habits. Anyway, my family and I just watched a Malay film based on a novel called 'Ombak Rindu' and it was okay. I thought it would be so GOOD since it was a popular hit in my country not long ago. But man, my mum cried a river after she saw that movie. I guess I should watch it again, huh? Noa looks so freaking damn gorgeous in that suit! *fan girl screaming* KYAA!!            Before I watched the final scene of Ombak Rindu, I had a small time space to read a short manga titled Zennou no Noa- The World of Lost Memories. It was- a weird experience for me (in a good way, of course). It's not that the manga is weird. It's just that the experience when I read the manga was a little bit weird. I don't know why. But a lot of people were a little unsatisfied with the ending because the ending wa...

Is it Sunday already? I was so shocked when I found out that today is Sunday. What the hell have I done in the past few days? I don't remember it at all. All I know was I slept A LOT for the past few days. That is all.  Tomorrow will be the day where my nephew's UPSR result will come out. I wonder what he'll get.             I just found out this shocking news about the political parties in my country. I just couldn't believe it. How could a party, a Muslim party in fact, like that could even pray for some stupid request like that to ALLAH? It just getting worse and worse by the moment. Is this country getting mad? We're living in such harmony and peaceful country but some of us are wishing for something like that to happen. This is INSANE people! Okay, I admit that I'm ignorant in these politic issues but this is just SIMPLY WRONG! You just can't pray for something like that. Praying for Barisan Nasional to crumble down so that PAS could overtake th...

I just finished reading a manga called 'Sakamichi No Apollon' just now. And it's AWESOME!!! OMG, I couldn't believe a simple manga like this could leave such a big impact to myself. It's about FRIENDSHIP. I know that I hate a manga about friendship but this one really took a big toll out of myself. It's so FREAKING good that I want to capitalize all the words here so that I could express my feelings right now. It completely make me cried at the end of the story because it was so FREAKING touching my heart. (I'm practically going mad right now). *out of breath* Sakamichi No Apollon. The three friends.           Okay, let's start again. It is about a transfer student that was a loner and somehow he made friends with a delinquent and a girl. He likes the girl but the girl likes the delinquent. It was a bit of love triangle at first. I hate love triangle. It always left a bitter taste in my mouth after I read it. So, it was a struggle. Then,...

I lost the track of time lately. I dunno whether it's night or morning anymore since of my weird sleeping habits started. I am in my exploration of the blogger world right now. I keep reading people's blogs here and some of them really interesting for me. There is a blog which the blogger told us about the baby she lost and then she get a new baby after that. Wow, that's kind of blog that I like to read about.           Yesterday afternoon, I read a LOT of BL mangas. I just kept reading and reading it until I tried and slept till this morning. At the end of the day, I suddenly felt bored because of the relationship portrayed in the manga. Most of them contained the same concept. A guy has a secret feeling to another guy, then suddenly he confessed his feelings to his crush and both of them had sex. That's it. I'm tired of it for a moment.           I also tried to study some history and chemistry yesterday. The funny thing is, I didn...

Okay! I just got up from my sleep (actually it was like 2 hours ago) but what the hell. Hehe.. Now, let's discuss the main issue. Code: Breaker . *evil laughs* I actually don't feel satisfied at all reading this story. At first, I thought it's going to be super good (because of its title reminds me of The Breaker) but I was wrong. I had to force myself to read this one because of a lot good reviews that said this manga is good and bla bla bla. Okay, I read it and in the middle of it, I felt so excited because it really is entertaining to see a group of special abilities users to live under the same roof and get to know new characters and its development. Then, a boulder came in the way. The friends that used to be so supporting against each other started to turn their backs. BETRAYAL! I wish I saw the betrayal tag sooner when I checked the manga in Baka Updates. There are betrayals in that manga. In fact, it broke my heart when the ONLY guy that I like in the manga turns to...

*Yawn* I just wanna write this and say that I'm sleepy like hell. It's 18:34 when I wrote this and unfortunately it's my bed time already. I would probably wake up tomorrow morning. Then, I'll tell everything that happened to me. (lol)         By the way, I read an interesting manga today called 'Code: Breaker'. I wish to express my comments on this one but because of the fatigue I have right now, I have to postpone it tomorrow morning. It's really an interesting piece and I have A LOT TO SAY about that one. *grins* Haha... I'm gonna bash that one really hard tomorrow. :) PS. Yesterday was my niece's birthday. We didn't prepare anything at all for my 7 years old niece. Well, my mum did promise that we'll go to KFC when my sister gets her day off. Yay! I love cheesy wedges by the way.

Good Monday everyone! I would usually hate Monday BUT today I love it! (Obviously because today is holiday). I'd reading 'Sukitte Iwasete?' right now. I've just on the second chapter so I can't make any comment yet. I had the most relaxing sleep ever just now. I went to sleep at 2 in the evening yesterday and woke up this 2 in the morning today (roughly). 12-HOURS STRAIGHT worth of sleep! My energy is totally replenished. (lol)         So, today would be the day which I should start to study again (unfortunately). Today schedule is Malay Language. I don't know where to start with this one. For the final year exam, I got a B+ for it. I don't want a B+. I want, at least a decent A in my hand. *sigh* We'll see about that.         I just finished reading Deep Love- Ayu no Monogatari and its sequels. Man, that was an interesting story. Not that good but its manage to print some impact inside of my head. It does explained a little bit about the worl...

I just read all of my posts in here... and I found out something bitter about myself. I sound so~ ANNOYING in here when I gave out my opinion. Am I that annoying? If I'm a reader, I felt like I should give myself a smack in the ass because I complained almost everything in my life. I should stop doing that, shouldn't I?

My Beloved, Ujang <3 I've changed my blog template. I think it's cute. >.<  I just want to have a new sense of air around me when I opened my account here. As the opening of my new template, let me show you my beloved cat, Ujang.            Ujang comes from Bujang (Malay) which mean single. Well, that's what I hope he will stay as. Single. Like the owner. By the way, I took this picture using my computer's camera so its not as pretty as the one uploaded into the computer.           The Prime Minister of Malaysia, Dato' Sri Najib Tun Razak           Anyway, this evening, the Prime Minister of Malaysia visited the Malaysian Maritime Academy located not far from my neighbourhood. Could you imagine that? The Prime Minister of Malaysia was here this evening? Unfortunately, I didn't go to the Academy to see him. Although it's near but I just can't show up alone like that, right? It's such...

Today is the last day of my school term in 2012. I am officially finished my 2012 school days. Unfortunately, I didn't go to school today even though my friends told me many times to show up at school for my Report Card Day and the Q Award (I got 5 A's, so the school supposed to give me an award today for Shining Star Award). I just don't want to go at all. The school is getting boring by the minutes. Why would I show up if none of my friends show up too. What's the point? I just got back from my Facebook account and my wall was flooded with pictures of my friends celebrating the final day of 2012 as Form 4 students. Man, I couldn't help but feel jealous because they had such a good time without me. Well, not that I'm a very good friend of them but at least remember those who aren't there. Arghh, just forget what I just say (or perhaps write). It's just this evil voice talking inside of me. Sherlock Holmes and Dr Watson from BBC channel.           ...

I don't know why but I really feel so frustrated right now. My dear instinct is telling me to read some BL manga and forget about this harsh world for a minute. I'm thinking that everything is going wrong in my life. My mum was scolding me because I got second place in my final year exam. I'm in SECOND place and she's mad? What else does she wants from me? I know that I usually got first place in my exams for the last four years and this is the second time I got the second place but, really? I only got second place and not the tenth place or something. She said that I got second place because I was too absorb with Internet and Facebook and all those shits (thank god she didn't know that I read mangas). Well, I do admit that I read lots of manga this year but did I really deserve the scolding even though I did get a second place? Second place is not that bad. I am not trying to belittle her but she just cannot say that when she doesn't even know the feeling of be...

This morning, I went to bed at exactly at 10 in the morning.. That is not a typo. I really did go to sleep at 10 in the morning. I always go to bed in the morning, you see since of my manga addiction. I remembered this one day where I didn't sleep for a day and after that I went to school straightly without any sleep because I was reading Anatolia Story (my top manga) and I used all the time in my school to get a little of time to nap. The worst thing was I also had a Biology class that day. So basically you can say that I took a nap in Biology class while my infamous biology teacher, Teacher Woon taught us about (Oh God, I dunno)... But it's sooo  worth of my time. I'm not saying that her class is not good but in life, there are things that you know that you can't truly live without knowing it and Anatolia Story is one of them (for me at least). Plus, good manga is so hard to find these days when I already read almost all of them, that perfectly went with my criteria o...

I supposed to go to school today but I skipped it even though I know that I had Additional Mathematics today. Weirdly I would feel regretful because I didn't attend today lesson but this time, I didn't feel anything at all. It's just that I had this evil voice inside of me which telling me not to go to school this time. It's always like that. There will always this voice inside of my head which telling me to do something bad. There's time when the 'voice' told me to grab something in an accessory store or try to take a knife and cut myself open. Is this normal? Even right now, the voice is telling me that I'm being nonsensical to bring this out in my post. Is it? Sometimes, because of the voice I don't know whether what I'm doing is right or wrong. There are times when the voice points out something about the truth about myself when I, myself don't know about it. The weird thing is, the voice never has the same opinion as I do. It's alway...

I am so in a high mood right now. I just finished The Breaker just now and it's totally AWESOME! I was sceptical when  happy_me.xD   recommended The Breaker in her blog  Cool Random Stuff ^.^ . I was an idiot for being sceptical at first. It is the best shounen manhwa ever (I very rarely read manhwa except for webtoons). It easily went to my top ten manga/manhwa list. Man, I have never thought that Korean comics would be this fun. Plus, it never crossed my mind at all that I was reading a manhwa since the art is spectacular and I can read it from right to left rather than left to right. Right now, I'm reading the second part which is The Breaker: New Waves. I read some of the opinions in Baka-Updates about this series and some of them thought that the sequel is a little disappointing. Well, I guess I have to read it to make sure of it. The Breaker. I really like Hyuk So Chun in this manhwa. He's so cute! I thought he was the main protagonist at first. That was a let do...

Hi, world! I just finished watching The Matrix just now... I only got to see half of it since I didn't know that there will be The Matrix aired today. Let me tell you something, Keanu Reeves looks so damn handsome in that one. He is the far most handsome Hollywood actor ever. I love him since I watched him in Speed with Sandra Bullock. I was in awe at first when I watched him in Speed. I didn't think there was a man as handsome as him in this world. He is my first celebrity crush by the way. The Matrix Trilogy, Speed and The Lake House are my favourite movies as him the main protagonist. I like it so much better when he smiles like this. ^^             Today is a normal day. I did nothing at all and read mangas all the time. I tried to finish One Thousand and One Night (BL manga) today but I couldn't because of the shitty line that I have right here. I've been holding on that manga for ages and I hope I could end it today but it sudd...

It's been quite sometimes (a few days) since I wrote something in my blog. Well, that is because of the shitty internet connection that I have here and the fact that I'm writing a new story called 'Lux' (temporary title) right now.                       Right now, there are only two bars in my internet access icon. I'm freaking right now. If I can, I would bring this laptop of mine closer to the access point but the access point is in my sister house. I don't want to disturb them at night like this.              I just finished watching Running Man with Moon Geun Young as the guest star. It's fun. I didn't expect that Yoo Jae Suk is the X-Man. He didn't show any obvious move at all. I had  a straight korean variety show today. It started with Gag Concert, Two Days and One Night and ended with Running Man. In Gag Concert, there are three segments that I really like. There are the ...