Matrix, Discrimination, Dream

Hi, world! I just finished watching The Matrix just now... I only got to see half of it since I didn't know that there will be The Matrix aired today. Let me tell you something, Keanu Reeves looks so damn handsome in that one. He is the far most handsome Hollywood actor ever. I love him since I watched him in Speed with Sandra Bullock. I was in awe at first when I watched him in Speed. I didn't think there was a man as handsome as him in this world. He is my first celebrity crush by the way. The Matrix Trilogy, Speed and The Lake House are my favourite movies as him the main protagonist.

I like it so much better when he
smiles like this. ^^

            Today is a normal day. I did nothing at all and read mangas all the time. I tried to finish One Thousand and One Night (BL manga) today but I couldn't because of the shitty line that I have right here. I've been holding on that manga for ages and I hope I could end it today but it suddenly seems impossible. Besides that, I also read three BL mangas in consecutive since it's quite short. Those mangas are Wild Fangs, Wild Rose and Wild Wind. Well, this manga is about man beast and a master and yada yada yada. It's quite good and it occupied my time. Not the best, in my opinion but good enough for me. The best in those three mangas is Wild Wind. It's about a piece of heaven falling down to Earth and a man met a beast from heaven and they started to fall in love. I like it more than others because in this manga, it shows some discrimination that human had towards something they are not sure of. It somehow brought a deep meaning to me about discrimination.

              Well, lately I think that I like to read some manga touching issues like discrimination. It's somehow makes me think a lot about the modern discrimination that we have right now in this world. Why can't people live in peace? Why the stronger or powerful one always has the upper hand in something? Why can't someone express their true feelings toward certain things? Discrimination is one of the sickness that this world have. But how are we going to heal this sickness? Is there anyone out there that can heal this sickness from spreading in our society? We need help, terribly. Discrimination in my context is not about white peoples and black peoples anymore. What I mean is the discrimination that happens to people across the globe, like in Middle East. Why can't we do something? Everyday, life is lost in Middle East. What are the powerful men do when people are killed without mercy? They sat and talk and talk and talk. I have no right to say this but it hurts me like hell to see my Muslim brothers and sisters died when others are putting their head more into political stuffs. Anyway, that is only my opinion. No hearts taken, okay?

              To a more lighter stuff, I dreamt something weird today. And I can't remember it. I swear that I remembered it this morning but later I forgot about it. But what I'm sure is, the dream is absolutely weird. I have never dreamt of anything normal. It's always weird. I remember this one night which I dreamt about the end of the world. I think it's because my English teacher, Teacher Rosmi talked about the prediction of Nostradamus about the end of the world in 2012. I dreamt that I was in some kind of  random place, like in a mine (except that me and the rest of human are tiny like an ant). I remember that everyone was in chaotic and people running over here and there while screaming. Then I looked up to the sky and found the sky is cracking and ready to crumble upon us. It was the worst dream ever. I was really scared when I dreamt it. After I woke up, I never feel so relief that it was just a dream. It was the first time ever that I feel so afraid to die. The first time...

PS. I'm reading The Breaker manga right now and it SUPER hilarious. It's just so damn funny when the teacher tried to 'do' the other teacher on the rooftop and suddenly the main protagonist walked in and destroyed it by trying to jump off the building. Thank goodness that it's complete anyway. That's mean I don't have to wait for the release like Noblesse (which really starts to kill me slowly in a painful method).

This is the best picture that I can find in Google Images that fit my dream.
Well, it's not exactly the sky cracking image but just imagine those lightning is the cracks on the sky.
What would you do?