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| My Beloved, Ujang <3 |
I've changed my blog template. I think it's cute. >.< I just want to have a new sense of air around me when I opened my account here. As the opening of my new template, let me show you my beloved cat, Ujang.
Ujang comes from Bujang (Malay) which mean single. Well, that's what I hope he will stay as. Single. Like the owner. By the way, I took this picture using my computer's camera so its not as pretty as the one uploaded into the computer.
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| The Prime Minister of Malaysia, Dato' Sri Najib Tun Razak |
Anyway, this evening, the Prime Minister of Malaysia visited the Malaysian Maritime Academy located not far from my neighbourhood. Could you imagine that? The Prime Minister of Malaysia was here this evening? Unfortunately, I didn't go to the Academy to see him. Although it's near but I just can't show up alone like that, right? It's such a shame. I was hoping to see him. He's one of my favourite political figures, you know (although I hate politics).
Oh man, do you want to know a fact? No one in my family knows about this blog and the other one. I didn't tell them. I did say something that are totally out of the line here and damn, now I started to feel scared. What if they found out what I said about them here? Darn it, my mouth have to be seal until I die. Plus, they don't even know about my manga activities, let alone the BL manga that I like to read. I'm in deep shit if they found out.
Okay, let's talk about something else. Actually, I was supposed to study right now. I've made a deal with myself that I would study for this year syllabus since I was playing for a year now. I have to get back on track so that I won't be left out next year. For my final year exam result that I mentioned before, the rank are like this:
- Shegaryswary a.k.a. Sheggy
- >me<
- Fadhilah
- Wong Wen Peng
- Ho Chong Seng
So, here there go. I was exploring my Facebook world just now and I saw a long-lost friend of mine is online. You know, Hanani. She looks so beautiful these days (from what I see in her albums). I have the same feeling as I was when I 'explored' Bobby's albums. I felt that I'm being left behind. Both of them are ones of the most beautiful creature that I've once best friends with. I wonder at what point that everything go wrong. Bobby's pretty. Hanani's beautiful. Joyah with her unique personality, Zack with her religious behaviour . And what am I? I am nothing at all. I felt that I'm a blank paper that has no value. Nothing at all. Sometimes, I wonder where am I belong? Because clearly, this place where I'm living in, is not my place. *sigh* I better stop now before I get too emotional.
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| I don't want to end this post with a bitter taste. LOL |
PS. It's BL times.
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