Liely's Guilty Pleasures

Hey there! I had a fantastic day, today. My school thing went well. NO PROBLEM at all. Other than the fact that someone who sits next to me had a terrible day today.               My relationship with my mum is going well. I gave in to the pressure, if you understand what I'm saying. At the end of the day, no matter how hard I sulk or protest against my mum, she will never try to change according to my behaviour. She will always be herself and refuses the changes that I try to reach. I get it now. I told myself that you just have to deal with it alone. No one in this family knows what it takes to be someone like me. I just have to shut down my feelings and accept it like it are.              Although I tried to keep the positivity in myself, I can't help but feel hurt sometimes. Today, my mum bought new wristwatches for my younger brother and I. She bought an expensive watch for my younger brother but for me, she ...

Hello there again! Today I would like to talk about a manga that I've found last night. The title of the story is ' Franken Fran '. It's about an unusual girl named Madaraki Fran. She, you could say, a modern day Frankenstein. She could do anything with human or animal bodies. I mean like, ANYTHING. Sometimes its kinda disturbing, you know. Some things that could be romantic turn out to be NOT because of her creations. For now, I don't know whether she's evil or plain naive. But one thing for sure, you have to expect the unexpected in this story. Some thing that COULD NOT happen in real life would turn out to be real in this manga. Such as, transferring an animal mind into a 40s years old man, or using mitosis process to divide a girl into two and others... The bottom line is, this story as an 'it' factor. Plus sometimes,  it teaches us not to judge someone by its cover (especially in that dog turned old man chapter, urghhh).           Anyway, I got t...

Sorry about the previous post. I'm absolutely fine right now. There's no life-threatening issue anymore. I'm happy and well. I was just too emotional about it all so it kinda went out of hand for a while but I'm perfectly fine!           Well yesterday, my school had a special day. The students all over Malaysia is given 'RM100' from the government for our school expenses (well, that's the original purpose). So, that includes me. I was supposed to go onto the stage with my father to receive the donation from the school but UNFORTUNATELY my father wasn't there. I was the only kid out of five kids to go on stage without my parent. I can't help but feel disappointed at my dad. I mean like, really? After all kind of stuffs happened before, he still on his usual behaviour. Couldn't he, at least, be patient and walked with me on stage? It was as expected out of my dad. As I said before, he never disappoints me in the matter of disappointing me. I gue...

Help me, guys. I've hit my deepest point in life again. Everything just went against me. Or is it me that went against of everything? Either way, I'm the one who hurts the most in this. I can totally imagine myself grabbing a knife from the kitchen and slaughter my neck right now. But I'm trying to keep my rationality in check. I can't give in to this pressure. NEVER! I can't give in. This is just a test that ALLAH gave me. I can deal with it. I'm putting on the earphone right now and turn up the volume so high so that I couldn't hear anything. I DON'T want to hear anything.            You know what, sometimes I just wish that my parents would beat me to pulp rather than talking about something that would hurt me the most. I just wish that someone would beat me up right now. So that I have a reason to cry and don't have to hold myself back from crying like this. I really want to cry at the top of my lungs right now but I can't. In my mother...

I have another blog, if you want to know. I like to write stories (that I made up on my own) since I was a little kid. I started writing (in Malay at first) when I was in Standard 4, which is 11 years old. So, today I decided to tell you a little bit about the stories I've made for all these times. It's time for my stories and I! 

Hi there. I just finished eating my lunch. Today's meal is rice with ' asam tumis ikan pari ' and a fried chicken thigh. Yum Yum... Although I am still in war state with my mum but I still do miss her cooks. But that's not what I want to say in my post today.             I went to school today with a good feeling (even though it had its own up and down). The first subject for the day was mathematics. I don't know why but Bobby acted like there's something wrong between both of us. I tried to think of the reason why she acted towards me like that but I couldn't find anything in the corner of my mind. What did I do this time? What made her seems so pissed off at me? Then, it was the physics time. We learnt about ' Diffraction in Wave ' today. As expected again, I can feel that she's distancing herself from me. In a split second, I can feel that it was the end of the world for me. I had nobody to talk to at my home and now it's the same in m...

Today's title is quite weird, I know BUT there's a reason for it. Today's morning, my friends were all talking about this video that started to get famous in Facebook. The title of the video is the same as the title of my post today. Since I've deactivated my Facebook account, I didn't hear about this sooner but I just watch the video in YouTube and I have to say that I don't get what that lecturer's talking about. She's talking about respect but in the contrary, she didn't give any respect to the female student when she grabbed the mic while she was still giving her points. I mean like, is that how a person like her acting up these days? This just made me totally mad! You'll know it when you watch the video yourself. I feel sorry for her, Miss Bawani, because that 'animal right' lady threw her out like an animal.. ' Shoo! Shoo! Shoo! ' This is not fair and the whole hall is clueless as that lady is!            Anyway, my lif...

Oishii Kankei It came back! The craving of romantic shoujo/josei manga. I hate them in a couple of months ago (I did mention that before, right?) But I don't know why, since I read Hana Yori Dango, I felt that I want to read romantic manga right away. Even right now, I'm reading a josei (Google it, I'll be using these kinda terms from now on) manga called ' Oishii Kankei ' a.k.a. A Delicious Relationship. It's an interesting manga about foods, mostly French and Japanese foods. All the foods shown were amazing and I have to open a new tab because every time a french name for a food appeared, I would want to check out the foods. Plus, I slept only for an hour yesterday because of this manga.            Below are some of random foods thing that come across my mind at the moment when I read the manga. I just want to share these with y'all!!

Hahah... You know what, I think the fact that I'm a manga addict  is not a joke at all.Yesterday was one of worst day ever. I REALLY couldn't get ' Hana Yori Dango ' manga out of my head yesterday. I was craving for some good manga and nearly went into paralytic state because of that single manga. That's the bad effect of reading a really good manga, you know. Right now, I am fine again. Well, after eating two portions of rice and the side dishes, who wouldn't right?            I've gotta do my homework after this. Plus, I have to tell you this. Today, I can really feel like I'm a 17 year old girl! I cleaned my house like I've never did before. I feel proud of myself. (Another personality of mine is I don't like doing house chores when people are in the house. I feel weird.)

I was surprised by the answer, truthfully. It was ' Hana Yori Dango '! I just found it out when I searched it out in Baka-Manga Updates  after I've finished reading all 36 volumes of it. I mean like, WTH! How can I turn a blind eye to this manga before. Okay, I have to say that I underestimated this manga because of the art. I did say before that I hate 'bad' art right? You know what, I think art is not the question anymore. Plus, this manga art is not as horrible as I think it would be. It's okay!              I've done reading ' Hana Yori Dango ' one day and a half. And I have to say that I LOVE~ it so much. Now, it clearly deserves a spot in my Top Ten manga because of the hole feelings that I was left after the manga ended. I really don't want this story to end . Sometimes I hate long manga because you took a couple of days to finish reading it just to end up with an unsatisfying feeling because you have this accustomed feeling of readin...

Boys Over Flowers Oh hi there!! I'm reading Hana Yori Dango manga by Yoko Kamio right now. It's the original version of the Korean drama 'Boys Over Flowers' (BOF) if you don't know. I love that drama so much by the way. Especially Gu Junpyo. I cried so much when they met in Macau and Junpyo ignored Jandi. I swore at him more than I could even remember. It seriously breaks my heart, you know.     ' Hana Yori Dango ' manga             Anyway, I didn't the read the manga yet although I'm a lousy fan of BOF. I did read the first chapter of the original version but then I dropped it. I don't know why but maybe it's because of the art. (I'm not sure..?) But now I'm determined to finish this long lost manga of my most favourite Korean drama. Oh and, I did mention before that I love Lee Min Ho, right? He's so cute. I realized nowadays that my dream guy is not a 'handsome' guy but a 'cute and smiley' guy inst...

Okay! Yesterday was a (kinda) gloomy day for me. This time, I clearly know the reason why. It's because of the '1Malaysia 1Sukan' (1M1S) program that we had in our school. Did I mention before, that I HATE OUTDOOR ACTIVITIES???!!! Just hearing about it, brought all the depressing hormones into my nerve. Plus, yesterday morning, I went to the chemistry lab and my water bottle fell to the floor and smashed to pieces. It made me think, is there something bad that will happen today? Alhamdulillah , there's nothing. Mainly because I skipped the program. You could say I ran away from school today. Haha.. That's so relieving! Rambutan tree.              After I got home, I ate and went to bed. Then, I dreamt of a very weird dream. I was riding a small bicycle and went to meet a friend of mine, Mekna for some schedule thing. After that, I cycled back to my house. That place inside of my dream reminded me of my old neighbourhood in Pasir Panjang. When I w...

Today is my seventeenth birthday. I do not expect that I will live this long but yeah~ I'm happy because of it (sorta). Even though it's my birthday, no one seems to realize it in my home. No one even wishes me anything. But I'll keep it rational and just presume that they're too busy with works. :( A lot of my friends wished for my birthday today (which is quite a surprise since they never had). Anyhow, this birthday is lonely but meaningful in a way that I don't understand. I'll accept things as it is and never complain about anything anymore. Happy Birthday (to me)!!!            By the way, my school life is hectic nowadays. I was left with tons of homework and even now I don't finish them yet because I wanna make this post before January 9 ended tonight. I am left with TWO more homework which is the essay for 'My Future Husband' for English class and a poem study for Malay Language. After that, I have to think of a way to finish my chemistry...

It's been four days since my last post. Since then, I've really have this kind of sickness. I sleep too much . I mean like, I can never get enough of sleeping even though I slept 12 hours straight. It's weird because it throw out my schedule in turmoil. Not a single homework of mine is done. Now, I have to do my homework at 4 in the morning because I slept too much yesterday.            Yesterday, it was fun in school. My biology teacher didn't enter the class because of some business and we spent our biology class in counselling room.(which is fun because they have air condition there). Again, it was something about 'what you're going to do after you finished school' and stuffs like that. I never like to bring up something like, what's your ambition before but I guess it's the time for serious thinking from now on about who I want to be in the future.             In recess, I met with my most trusted teacher in school, Tea...

Yup, a certain thought of mine has changed today. Yesterday, I learnt about 'Marriage in Islam' in Islamic Education (IE). Somehow in between of what my IE teacher said, I felt that I should marry someone one day. What scared me the most is when my IE teacher said that, whoever that doesn't follow Rasulullah's sunnah then, he or she would not be his followers. Well, I don't whether I translated it correctly but here's the Malay version of it: Rasulullah SAW pernah mengingatkan sesiapa yang berkemampuan tetapi enggan untuk berkahwin melalui sabdanya, "Kamu berkata begitu, ingatlah demi Allah sesungguhnya aku adalah orang yang paling takut kepada Allah dan yang paling taqwa kepada-Nya, tetapi aku berpuasa dan kadangkala tidak berpuasa; aku sembahyang dan aku tidur; dan juga kahwin dengan perempuan. Barangsiapa tidak suka dengan sunnahku, dia bukanlah pengikutku".              Therefore, from this day onward, I will try my best to convince myself that ...

After having a fantastic first day in school, I don't think that I want to go to school again. I'm just plain afraid. I dunno. In a half of hour, I will have to get ready for another day in school and I don't like that. *big sigh* I don't wanna to leave this bed and this laptop, you know. What a childish request that I'm saying right now. There's no way something like that would happen...           I will have Chemistry class today and Islamic Education class. I have to say that I would only like these two classes only compare to others. It's soothing to be in this class. We don't have to worry that the teacher will flip out or sulk when we're doing something not good. It's great! A Girl Who Misses Her Bed At School, Liely P.S. I'm reading Gintama right now. It's hilarious!

I was really in an excited mood back in school to write about my first school day but after I reached home, I just don't feel like it. This house is just too gloomy for me. I can't even breathe properly. It's like I have this dark mass clouds around me. This made me so depressed.            Anyway, move on the main venue. First subject we learnt today was Malay Language. Yup, I still got the same teacher as I did last year. Alhamdulillah. I don't want her place to take over by someone else. Next is, Mathematics. It's okay, I think. We learnt about some functions today. etc. linear functions, cubic functions and others. After that, it was history. I got the Senior Assistant in Academic (SSA) as my history teacher. I mentioned him before in my previous post  before. Being in his class is like you're in for the ride . Although he hit my hand with a rattan because I came late into class, I didn't care actually. It was my fault and I gladly accepted it. B...

Welcome Back~ *sobs* In about 4 hours and 45 minutes, I will have to get ready for my first school day in 2013. Yup, technically, this morning, I will have my first day at school for the year of 2013 TODAY! I can't believe that the holiday is over now.  So NO MORE MANGA and NO MORE FACEBOOK and LESS TIME ON INTERNET. Truly, I don't know how the hell I will confront this new year. My festive feeling because of the new year is totally ruled out because of this. Today, I will meet my friends. That's good. After a month and a half lost under the radar, I can finally meet them. The bad side of it, I will meet THE TEACHERS. I bet they'll be asking me whether I was studying at all in this SHORT school holidays. Of course I don't, actually. I was too busy reading manga. LOL.             You know what, I'm actually really scared right now. I've had a couple of bad days before and I'm not sure whether we'll have a good day today. I hate this feeling. Plu...

It's finally 2013! Happy New Year. I hope this year would bring a lot of joy to all of us! My new year's wish is so that I could break away from this cocoon and get the best result for my SPM examination. Let's start this year with a new self and determination so that we all can get the best result of our wishes. Let's close 2012's book and open 2013's book with a whole new spirit, okay? I will definitely do my best to change my personality so that I could enjoy life so much better. It's time for Liely 2013 version!!! 2013 version girl, Liely