A State of War? A Jinx? A Pain in...?
I went to school today with a good feeling (even though it had its own up and down). The first subject for the day was mathematics. I don't know why but Bobby acted like there's something wrong between both of us. I tried to think of the reason why she acted towards me like that but I couldn't find anything in the corner of my mind. What did I do this time? What made her seems so pissed off at me? Then, it was the physics time. We learnt about 'Diffraction in Wave' today. As expected again, I can feel that she's distancing herself from me. In a split second, I can feel that it was the end of the world for me. I had nobody to talk to at my home and now it's the same in my school too. I don't know why I was hated no matter where I go. Am I a jinx to these people? Okay, to tell that it was the end of the world is kinda exaggerated. I may be a little bit of emotional at that time. Either way, I should be a bit stronger, don't you think so? I hate to be this sensitive girl which always getting hurt by a tiny detail of someone she loves.
But then, we got better when we're in our biology class. I think it's because we sat next to each other that she has no other excuse to not confronting me. Sometimes, I just want to directly ask her, 'What's the matter? Why are you so pissed of me?'. I guess, it's because that we didn't properly (or should I say NEVER at all) discuss about our fight last year. I should clean this once and for all.
Sensitive and Stubborn Girl,
Liely
P.S. My teacher selected me for the Malay debate team. I mean like, seriously?? After my major blunder in English debate team, they chose me again? I am NOT trying to brag here. It's really a pain in the ass here, you know!
Comments
Post a Comment