To My Future Husband, Ambitions
Yup, a certain thought of mine has changed today. Yesterday, I learnt about 'Marriage in Islam' in Islamic Education (IE). Somehow in between of what my IE teacher said, I felt that I should marry someone one day. What scared me the most is when my IE teacher said that, whoever that doesn't follow Rasulullah's sunnah then, he or she would not be his followers. Well, I don't whether I translated it correctly but here's the Malay version of it:
Alright, that is some weird post I made. Well, I had another marvelous day yesterday. Everything was fine, other than being called into the counselling room for a session. My school counselling teachers, two of them, asked me to go to the counselling room while I was in English class. (I can't help but feel happy for that). They asked me whether I have anything wrong with studying. I told them that I didn't have that kinda trouble yet since it's only the second day for us to go to school. Then, they asked me again, what is the kind of profession that I like to step into after I finished school. I told them that I like to do some engineering, civil engineering especially. Then, they explained to me what kind of result that I should aim. They also said that I need to step up my game and be a lot more active in co curricular activities. I must admit that I hate outdoor activities. I prefer to be under the roof rather than sweating in the middle of the field, throwing balls here and there. After a lot of persuasion to tell them that I have no problem with my studies, they let me out.
To be truthful, I would like to an author or do some contribution is movie-filming or broadcasting stuff or something else but my mum doesn't agree with my choice. She wants me to work with the government rather than the private companies. I can't say anything about that. Thus, I dropped that childhood ambition of mine. There's no way something like that would happen to me. Well, I still don't know what to do with my life. I guess I still have six more months to think about this. We'll see what's going to happen to me next year!
When I entered the class, my English teacher asked me to read a small paragraph of 'My Future Husband' essay that I made earlier. It's actually because of what my IE teacher said that made me want to make a story about my future husband. I read it to my fellow friends in class and I sat back on my wooden chair. It was embarrassing. To reveal to others about my 'dream guy'. Well, I can't remember what I wrote about him, only that HE'S TOTALLY CHARMING! He's kinda remind me of 'Etienne St. Clair' character in the novel, 'Anna and The French Kiss' that I borrowed from Bobby. Yes, that's it!!
Okay, I need to get ready now for another day in school. Bye.
Rasulullah SAW pernah mengingatkan sesiapa yang berkemampuan tetapi enggan untuk berkahwin melalui sabdanya, "Kamu berkata begitu, ingatlah demi Allah sesungguhnya aku adalah orang yang paling takut kepada Allah dan yang paling taqwa kepada-Nya, tetapi aku berpuasa dan kadangkala tidak berpuasa; aku sembahyang dan aku tidur; dan juga kahwin dengan perempuan. Barangsiapa tidak suka dengan sunnahku, dia bukanlah pengikutku".Therefore, from this day onward, I will try my best to convince myself that marriage is not a bad thing. Surely, I have a pessimistic thought about marriage but I'll do my best to turn the table around and prove to myself that there are men out there that can stand me. I wonder who that guy would be. *cheekily smile* Anyway, to my future husband, I'm sorry that you'll have a person like me to be your wife. I'll promise that I'll be faithful to you as long as you do the same to me. And thank you for choosing me as your wife. I'll be waiting for you! *flying kiss*
Alright, that is some weird post I made. Well, I had another marvelous day yesterday. Everything was fine, other than being called into the counselling room for a session. My school counselling teachers, two of them, asked me to go to the counselling room while I was in English class. (I can't help but feel happy for that). They asked me whether I have anything wrong with studying. I told them that I didn't have that kinda trouble yet since it's only the second day for us to go to school. Then, they asked me again, what is the kind of profession that I like to step into after I finished school. I told them that I like to do some engineering, civil engineering especially. Then, they explained to me what kind of result that I should aim. They also said that I need to step up my game and be a lot more active in co curricular activities. I must admit that I hate outdoor activities. I prefer to be under the roof rather than sweating in the middle of the field, throwing balls here and there. After a lot of persuasion to tell them that I have no problem with my studies, they let me out.
To be truthful, I would like to an author or do some contribution is movie-filming or broadcasting stuff or something else but my mum doesn't agree with my choice. She wants me to work with the government rather than the private companies. I can't say anything about that. Thus, I dropped that childhood ambition of mine. There's no way something like that would happen to me. Well, I still don't know what to do with my life. I guess I still have six more months to think about this. We'll see what's going to happen to me next year!
When I entered the class, my English teacher asked me to read a small paragraph of 'My Future Husband' essay that I made earlier. It's actually because of what my IE teacher said that made me want to make a story about my future husband. I read it to my fellow friends in class and I sat back on my wooden chair. It was embarrassing. To reveal to others about my 'dream guy'. Well, I can't remember what I wrote about him, only that HE'S TOTALLY CHARMING! He's kinda remind me of 'Etienne St. Clair' character in the novel, 'Anna and The French Kiss' that I borrowed from Bobby. Yes, that's it!!
Okay, I need to get ready now for another day in school. Bye.
The Future Wife of My Future Husband,
Liely
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