Liely's Guilty Pleasures

Hi there, peeps! I'm back from Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (KMM) after a torturous week of orientation. (well, it's not that torturous, I'm just exaggerating.) You know, on the very first day of orientation week, everything was still seemed so unreal to me. I can't grasp the idea that I will be living on my own and there would be no more television or lying on my bed while reading books on my mobile. It wasn't until the second day that I suddenly felt homesick. Anyway, I'll get back on that later. In the car, on the way to KMM.         On the very first day, we went to KMM around 10 in the morning and the traffic was horrible. There were so~ many people there. Oh well, everyone from the whole peninsular Malaysia went there, so of course, there were thousands of people.           The registration process went kinda well. There wasn't any big trouble on the way. My family left me there around 3 in the evening. By the way, my dorm block i...

Today is May 26, 2014 . The day I will enter Malacca Matriculation College or Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka . God, I am so nervous that I couldn't sleep a wink right now. I am horrified at what is ahead of me. God, I am so scared. I don't know what to expect this morning. I don't know yet when I would depart from home since it was only a 15 minutes drive from here. My goodness...         Right now, I'm trying to calm myself down by reading a novel, my last novel for awhile I think, titled Archer's Voice by Mia Sheridan. By the way, it is my first time reading a book about a virgin male involved with an experienced female. Oh and, Archer is so cute so far. I freaking love him so much!!          Back to my main point, I am freaking scared. World, I don't think I can take this anymore. I'm slowly dying of my own stupidness. Ya ALLAH, KAU permudahkanlah perjalananku. KAU rahmatilah perjuanganku ini. KAU kuatkanlah iman di dadaku. KAU lembutkanla...

I forgot about the existence of these memes I made about Bobby and Jepun back in 2013. It was the peak of popularity of memes back then and I made these memes specially for them because truth-to-be-told I have nothing else to do. So, let's see them, shall we?          It's a true story. At the time, Bobby kept missing out classes until I have nobody I could talk to in the class. FYI, she was the only girl who could understand my twerks. I seriously thought I just met my soulmate.          Another true story. Every time we talked, I just kept on talking. Hell, some days, I didn't even know what the hell I learnt in school because all I could remember was my conversation with her.          This meme below me was the one I made when my friend who was a boy, Jepun aka Yuvaraj was obsessed with Harry Potter films. He was in love with the character.         Yup. I am the Volde...

Two days ago, I broke my record in the longest time I went without sleeping and the old record stood at 25 hours. Now, I am honoured to let you all know that the record is currently standing at 30.5 hours. In my last post about the same record, titled What Happened In The Last Couple of Days? , the reason I could hold out for 25 hours straight was because we went to a water-theme park and it was A-waitforit-MAZING. AMAZING!          However this time, I managed to hold out for 30.5 hours because we went shopping for my college stuffs (by the way, I've already finished packing everything!) and at night, I just couldn't sleep because I was too worried about going to college. I had to admit, I already felt homesick although I'm still here in my own comfort of home. You know, after having this emotional feeling, finally I felt melancholy about leaving this house. It's completely true when people said 'home sweet home' and what makes a home special is because the ...

Have you ever done something that while you're doing it, the idea seems so brilliant and after you've done it, you felt so horrible? That's what I'm feeling right now. It's such a wide transition, you know, when you think about it. By the way, I'm not revealing what I'm doing. I don't think this is the right medium where I could let it all out.          It's May 19 and I have another week before I enroll into college. I'm scared shitless right now, peeps. I just hope everything will go smoothly. I can't deal another blow out from this anymore.I hope I could fit well there. Oh and, for the first week in the college, I won't bring my laptop with me since the first week is orientation week, so clearly we don't have any assignment to do. So yeah, no more internet.          Life sucks.         Anyhow, wish me luck guys. See ya next time. Scared of the Unknown, Liely

Hey y'all. It's true. I'm currently in love with historical romance/highlanders novels. I found their romance are more subtle and the ladies are less irritating and annoying . So far, I haven't been let down by any regency or highlanders novels yet. I've chosen (delicately) the one that got high ratings (since I am a little short in time). This is because I only have more than 10 more before I go to college and I really want to fill those time time in between with books that are worth my time. So, in this post, I want to talk a little about the books I've read this week. Shall we? 1 . McCabe Trilogy by Maya Banks .             I have to say, this trilogy was my first highlanders book. I was a bit sceptic at first when I read the highlanders book (in general) because who likes reading books about guys wearing skirts? I didn't know anyone who like reading them, so I didn't try it. Later, I found out the appeal in guys wearing plaids (THAT'...

Hi there peeps. I just finished writing Peter's POV in At First Sight manuscript I was doing. I am quite pleased with the result, so I decided to put the POV here. I always have a thing for writing but lately I didn't write anymore because I was busy with real life so that skill of mine is, you can say, rusted. Only recently I realized my shortcoming in writing full English stories and it really humble me. That was one of the major reason why I put my other blog as private. I dreamed to be an author ever since I was eight but life got in the way, you know.         Anyhow, enjoy what I wrote okay? Sorry if I somehow offended y'all for all the mistakes I did below. I am a rookie and not a very good writer in English but I really do wanted to improve my English writing skills. So, thank you for spending your time reading this silly short story of mine. YOLO! At First Sight Extras: Peter's POV ..... Tomorrow With You LIFE COULDN’T BE BETTER. I was forced t...

I just got off from another website. I checked on the UPU and I got an offer to do a diploma in civil engineering at UiTM . I was actually hoping for UMP (University of Malaysia Pahang) because I think that university is cool. Well, not that I plan to go to a university anyway. I was actually hoping for Matriculation all along because it's a shortcut to do a degree.         Some of my friends plan to do STPM, which to me is a NO NO . STPM is tough as hell. Ask everyone in Malaysia, STPM is not for chickens. It takes gut and perseverance to endure STPM. And I am not one of those people. A lot of post-SPM students avoid, with a wide berth, the dreadful STPM. Hell, once upon a time ago, my father wanted me to enrol into taking STPM. I almost confronted him and shouted a loud 'NO!'. I barely scraped through SPM and taking another exam like STPM is just a pain in my ass.          So yeah. However though, there was this girl who was brilliant ...

... the day I enter my college. It's 17 days away. All the papers are 85% done. All I need to do is sealed the papers' approval from the head villagers. After that, print out the registration form online. That's all. Voila!           As the time runs, the more this realization becomes reality. I will finally leave this house, after eight years resided in here. I will finally leave my family for the first time in my eighteen years of life. I shouldn't say this but I can't wait to get the hell out from here . I want to discover myself. I want to know whether these depressions I have resulted because of my family or it's just me, being a depressive kinda girl.          As for my personal things that I need to pack, I haven't start anything yet. I plan to pack things up at the final week. Finally, my family is on board with my departure. I'm glad for that.          For what I'm feeling right now, hmmm... trepid...

I love love loooovvvveeeee ~ this song by John Legend. Everytime I read a good romance novel, this song reminded me exactly of what the main male character must've been thinking. I mean like, seriously, the words, the lyrics of this song clearly captured what a woman wants their man to say to them . It's just so~ romantic. So far, this song is the best song I heard this year. All Of Me by John Legend What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in, and you kicking me out You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright My head's under water But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind 'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my ...

Hi there peeps. I just got home from paying my college fee at the bank and guess what? I also got a new haircut. My hair this time is cut really short. Like seriously.        At first, I thought I wanna do a bob, you know. Like Giuliana Rancic bob. But then, I thought twice. If I cut it bob, then I need to take care of it really carefully. I cannot have a bob then, 'cause I need to wear ' tudung ' a lot and it's really a pain in the ass to keep your hair good and manageable. So, I cut it short.        So yeah. It's that short. Anddddd... I love it. It's easier to wash it and now I don't have to use hair band or hair clip any longer. It's that simple. Oh and, I can sleep easy now. No need to rearrange my hair while sleeping. Yay!! Love My New Hair, Liely

OMG. Adam Levine turned blonde . I dunno why this news took hold in this blog of mine. It's just that E!News mentioned this and I think I need to record this in. FYI, I think Adam can do whatever the hell he wants. Blonde or not. Though I love his previous luscious hair. But I don't get why people making this all of these things into a big proportion?          In fact, I even don't know why I make this post? I just have to say something. Don't Know What Else To Say, Liely

Okay. Half of the things I need to do is done. I'm a little bit relax for now. Gosh, I can't wait for this torture to be over. I've taken my photograph (I look hideous in it) and I've printed all the documents.*thank goodness* All I need to do is pay for the fees and open my own bank account. Oh and buy some stamps and find the witness for the documents. So, yeah. Halfway there.         To be honest, I'm scared shitless right now. Scared shitless! 20 MORE DAYS TO GO, PEOPLE! It means, 20 more days before all activities-related-with-books will be over! This is so sad... Anxious to death, Liely

Fuck, my depression came with a vengeance yesterday. My mother scolded me after something so silly and yet that triggered my D-button. I feel so miserable right now, guys. Freaking miserable. I can't breathe, I can't focus on anything. I can't even fucking sleep.            It's 24 days more before I go to Matric and yet I haven't prepared a thing. I feel so stressed out. I haven't printed out the documents yet. I haven't taken my pictures yet. I haven't opened my bank account yet. I haven't paid the fee yet. I haven't bought the stamps yet. FUCK! Everything is undone! And there is no one helping me calm down at the moment. They are all stuck in their own life.            That suicidal thing-y that I always had when I'm depressed, came over me yesterday and until now it haven't left yet. I don't know what to do. I want to prepare everything but no one is helping me. No one cares about what I'm dealing with. They are fucking...