Technically, Today Is The Day! May 26!

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Today is May 26, 2014. The day I will enter Malacca Matriculation College or Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka. God, I am so nervous that I couldn't sleep a wink right now. I am horrified at what is ahead of me. God, I am so scared. I don't know what to expect this morning. I don't know yet when I would depart from home since it was only a 15 minutes drive from here. My goodness...

        Right now, I'm trying to calm myself down by reading a novel, my last novel for awhile I think, titled Archer's Voice by Mia Sheridan. By the way, it is my first time reading a book about a virgin male involved with an experienced female. Oh and, Archer is so cute so far. I freaking love him so much!!

         Back to my main point, I am freaking scared. World, I don't think I can take this anymore. I'm slowly dying of my own stupidness.
Ya ALLAH, KAU permudahkanlah perjalananku. KAU rahmatilah perjuanganku ini. KAU kuatkanlah iman di dadaku. KAU lembutkanlah hatiku semoga aku mudah menerima ilmu-MU. KAU kuatkanlah semangatku ini supaya aku tabah menempuhi dugaan-MU. Sesungguhnya KAU-lah yang Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Memahami. Amin.
          *deep breath*

          *more deep breath*

          So, this is all for now, people. You might see me later next week on weekend. Or maybe you might not ever. We'll see how it goes. *on the brink of tearing up* I am so scared.

           ALLAH... KAU permudahkanlah urusanku.

           I will miss blogging so much but this is it. It's the end of my journey of reading books and blogging for the last six months. I can't believe it has been 6 months. Time runs really fast when you really do enjoying it. But this is it. Thank you so much for anyone who's reading this post of mine right now. I appreciate that you took 5 minutes of your whole life reading this mundane post of mine. My life will change starting today. I will be a college student, pursuing my dream as an engineer/cardiologist. See you around later.

          Pray for my success, okay?

          Goodbye, readers. Thank you for being here.

Regards of Love From Malacca,
Liely

P.S. I feel like I'm going to die. The signs are there. The melancholy letter to my mum, the short peace I have in my heart a few days ago, a suspicious feeling I have about tomorrow. It feels as if everything is heading to an ending.

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