Welcome Back To School! *sobs*

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Welcome Back~ *sobs*
In about 4 hours and 45 minutes, I will have to get ready for my first school day in 2013. Yup, technically, this morning, I will have my first day at school for the year of 2013 TODAY! I can't believe that the holiday is over now.  So NO MORE MANGA and NO MORE FACEBOOK and LESS TIME ON INTERNET. Truly, I don't know how the hell I will confront this new year. My festive feeling because of the new year is totally ruled out because of this. Today, I will meet my friends. That's good. After a month and a half lost under the radar, I can finally meet them. The bad side of it, I will meet THE TEACHERS. I bet they'll be asking me whether I was studying at all in this SHORT school holidays. Of course I don't, actually. I was too busy reading manga. LOL.

            You know what, I'm actually really scared right now. I've had a couple of bad days before and I'm not sure whether we'll have a good day today. I hate this feeling. Plus, I don't even have any books (I don't buy them, remember?). I hope everything will go well today. Please, ya ALLAH. Protect me.

              My ugly fight with my mum is still ongoing but today I've realized something. I was just too depended on her. Thus, I tend to blame her more. There's no one in this family closer to me than how my mum closer to me. She's like a rope that connecting me with this family. Other might not know this, but because I don't have no one to place the blame on, I chose my mum when it was my fault at the very beginning. I love my mum so much that words can't express them. She has her times, just like I have with my times. Maybe I have to understand that. She's a human. She has her flaws and so do I. I am so hypocrite to do something like this to my mum. Rather than hoping somebody to understand me, I should  try to understand someone else. I don't believe that I did this mistake again. I really should beg forgiveness to her right now, right? Alright! I'm gonna kiss her when she's sleeping right now! I don't want to be a disobedient daughter. I want to understand her. Finally, I'm getting some peace in my chest.

A Girl Who Realized What She Have Done,
Liely

P.S. Get ready for some stories about my first day at school after I got home from the school this evening! I will spill out everything.

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