Last Day, Movies, Sacrifice?

Today is the last day of my school term in 2012. I am officially finished my 2012 school days. Unfortunately, I didn't go to school today even though my friends told me many times to show up at school for my Report Card Day and the Q Award (I got 5 A's, so the school supposed to give me an award today for Shining Star Award). I just don't want to go at all. The school is getting boring by the minutes. Why would I show up if none of my friends show up too. What's the point? I just got back from my Facebook account and my wall was flooded with pictures of my friends celebrating the final day of 2012 as Form 4 students. Man, I couldn't help but feel jealous because they had such a good time without me. Well, not that I'm a very good friend of them but at least remember those who aren't there. Arghh, just forget what I just say (or perhaps write). It's just this evil voice talking inside of me.

Sherlock Holmes and Dr Watson from BBC channel.

            I was watching X-Man: First Class just now. You know what, I really like the story when special abilities is involved. Or even when there's magic or something like that. It's just fun thinking that we can save the world or make the world a better of worse place (I support both of hero and anti-hero by the way). Among of my favourite movies is Harry Potter franchise. I was a big Harry Potter's fan in the past, until the fifth sequel came out. After that, my interest into the franchise lost. It lost it sparks, in my opinion. The first film of the franchise really tugged every one's hearts but for me, when politics started to emerge in other sequels, I quickly lost my interest. I just watched the last film of Harry Potter a few weeks ago and even the ending is not what I expected when I first watched the first film. Well, maybe its J. K. Rowling way to end it. Besides Harry Potter, I also like Merlin and Sherlock (its just exciting to see Sherlock's massive ego and Dr Watson is my favourite character by the way).

My favourite scene in Titanic. Cried my eyes out. ^^

             There was a time space when I wrote this and the paragraph above. I went into Google again and collect some information about Titanic. A lot of my friends (even my mum) believe that Rose and Jack were existed. I checked it in Google and THEY ARE NOT REAL. They're just fictional characters created by James Cameron (my favourite director in the world). My mum always asked me whether the old Rose from the film is still alive or not. I tried to assure her before (even though I'm not sure yet at that time) that Rose DeWitt (something) is not a REAL person but she didn't believe me. She thought that I was naive and stupid enough to believe that Rose isn't exist. 'Mum! People would use many ways to attract viewers into the cinema to watch the film.' I would use the same way too. There are sometimes when people like to watch something that they are 'unsure but might happen' about. The best example is The Matrix. In my opinion, people like to watch that film because it 'might' happen to us in real life. The main question every time it involved with film like this is, 'What if?'. What if we're living in Matrix? What if Jack Dawson is a real character? What if there is a magic school hidden from the human world like in Harry Potter? What if aliens really do exist? These kind of questions that make people love a certain film, in my opinion. It's so that they can relate to themselves. Well, I love to relate myself when I'm reading or watching a story. I would think, what if I was him/her? What would I do to be like him/her? What would I do to prevent myself to be like him/her? I like to think like that sometimes. I wonder if others think like that too.

Red rose is not my favourite flower anyway
but when we're talking about love,
the first thing pop in my head is Red Rose. 

          Well, let's talk about manga now. This morning, I manage to read a shoujo manga titled Kare wa Tomodachi. It's about a girl, Hiyori that likes Mizuno and she asked for Mizuno's friend, Ren for his help so that both of them can get together. Then, Hiyori and Ren found themselves in love with each other. So, basically that is the beginning of it. What I hate the most when I was reading this manga is when, (SPOILER) Ren breaks up with Hiyori because he thinks that if Hiyori stays with him, she would be unhappy. ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME??? Why the hell would you think like that? Just for you to know, I've been meeting this kind of guys a lot in manga. He would sacrifice their relationship because he doesn't want the girl to get hurt or cry (mehh). That is totally BS, in my opinion. What would someone do something as stupid as that? You're saying its for her own sake but don't you realize that the girl really really doesn't want to break up with you. What's the matter with you, Ren? Even if you're thinking that the girl is soooo not happy with you, then break up in a calm way. If I was him, I would talk to the girl and explain everything that I feel and ask her if she's unhappy with me. Then, do WHATEVER you want. Go to hell if that's what you chose. Sometimes, you need to see it from a different perspective and what he did in the story is totally wrong. I've had enough of this. That is exactly why sometimes I read seinen because the seinen guy won't be as dumb as this. *sigh* I don't know why I'm getting so work up on this.

            Okay fine... Anyway, I have this guy I met in Omegle. His name is Vishal. He's from India, if I wasn't mistaken. We've met and known each other for quite sometimes now. Practically I have no problem with him... except that he's a pervert. I know that I've shouldn't talk to him at first but I was bored. Nowadays, I feel like he's started to stalk me when I stopped chatting with him. Oh God! He's always spamming my inbox until I have no choice but to talk to him again. Right now, I'm really regretting my act. I shouldn't do that. Last night, I finally told everything that I felt towards him. I told him that if he still wants to be my friend, then he should respect me and stop talking about pervy things to me because seriously, I don't want to enter that 'phase' anymore. Come on, man. I want to have a serious talk with you and I can't afford to see you being horny and asked me what I'm wearing at the moment. I beg you, even though I know that it was my fault in the beginning too. I'm sorry, man. Well, what I'm saying here won't do anything at all anyway. It's not like he knows this blog of mine.

Running Man, Daebak!

PS. My internet connection is getting better. FOUR BARS!!! Yayy! Alright, I'm gonna watch Running Man right now.. Bye bye..