Happy April! Mid-semester break is here!
Hello guys.
It's my mid-semester break for me! I was supposed to seek out for internship places but what-the-hell am I doing here though? I'm delaying it. Procrastination is bad people!
Anyhow, what should I say? I'm doing well. Though I did cut yesterday. I don't know what comes over me. I was feeling fine, reading some romantic e-book, when suddenly I was reminded about cutting and it had been sometimes since I cut. The next minute, I found myself with a tiny cut on my forearm and a light cut on my thigh. I am not addicted to it. I think. I just miss it. Even when there's nothing bothering me (well not that pressingly), I still feel the need to cut. For fuck's sake. I'm fucked up in the head. Well, not that I didn't know about it.
I'm still trying to get better. I do.
Well, that is not why I write this post anyway. It's just to fill in this month entry. I don't want to miss a month at all. Not much happened anyway since my last post. I do however got my final year project's title. It's about synthesis of beta-cyclodextrin. It's a fun title and a simple experiment of adsorption. Perhaps later, I will write some of explanation about adsorption. A little scientific knowledge.
That is all kids. Be back later. Bye.
It's my mid-semester break for me! I was supposed to seek out for internship places but what-the-hell am I doing here though? I'm delaying it. Procrastination is bad people!
Anyhow, what should I say? I'm doing well. Though I did cut yesterday. I don't know what comes over me. I was feeling fine, reading some romantic e-book, when suddenly I was reminded about cutting and it had been sometimes since I cut. The next minute, I found myself with a tiny cut on my forearm and a light cut on my thigh. I am not addicted to it. I think. I just miss it. Even when there's nothing bothering me (well not that pressingly), I still feel the need to cut. For fuck's sake. I'm fucked up in the head. Well, not that I didn't know about it.
I'm still trying to get better. I do.
Well, that is not why I write this post anyway. It's just to fill in this month entry. I don't want to miss a month at all. Not much happened anyway since my last post. I do however got my final year project's title. It's about synthesis of beta-cyclodextrin. It's a fun title and a simple experiment of adsorption. Perhaps later, I will write some of explanation about adsorption. A little scientific knowledge.
That is all kids. Be back later. Bye.
L.
p.s. Maybe I would make another blog. In Malay. Hmm. An idea.
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