Good Morning Everyone! Long Time No Talk.
Assalamua'laikum and good morning guys. It's been what, almost a month since I last posted something in here. Been busy and actually I wanted to avoid to feel. Whenever I wrote something here, I actually am allowing myself to reflect and think. And I am actually trying to avoid thinking, for a reason I cannot reveal just yet.
I am actually in my semester break for two weeks in which this period will about to end this Sunday. The day after tomorrow, I will return back to Matric. Time is really flying like a lightning.
Current news about me? Nothing much actually. Just can't wait to finish another semester in Matric. Then, it finally a university life for me.
In conjunction to this (which actually has nothing to do with university life), did you watch FIFTY SHADES OF GREY'S SECOND TRAILER? See what I did? Shouty capitals, like Ana used to say! It was, a-fucking-mazing. I love it and I can wait for February 13th. Mark my word, people. I am counting the seconds to that point. (Return back to my rumbling) Jamie Dornan, you are so freaking hot!! I like that 'Nice-knowing-you-email' which leads to 'is-this-nice-scene' which finally leads to that scene in the trailer where you see Dornan playing with ice with Ana. Woooooo... Insert melting here.
So far, I am living my life as 18 year-old college student. (Where did that come from?) It is only one month and a half to my 19th birthday. Really can't believe that I manage to stay alive this long. It's a miracle considering all the horrible episodes I had in the past.
During the short first semester I endured, I can probably count with one hand of the episodes I had. Luckily the episodes only last a day at most. I beat them down, you see and I freaking love myself of it. I learnt that when I got these episodes, I really do have to entertain the stupid bum-fuck ideas I had in my head. Just entertain myself, not executing it, okay? It actually made me feel better afterward. After I got through this hurdle, I also learnt that I needed to forget it as well. This is my second step to recovery. Everyone makes mistake and for someone like me, I did them repeatedly, with no sense of right or wrong. I only discovered them were mistakes when I stop and think about people around me and not think about myself, like I intended to do all the times. Yeah I know. I am no good girl, you know.
Now back to the agenda. Two weeks of semester break. Can you guess what I did during these two weeks?
If you guess, romance novels, then you're right! You just win one week trip to your own house, courtesy of Me!
Overall, in the span of two weeks, I've finished twelve individual books. How's that for desperate.
Anyhoo, I think that is all that I could say for now. Gotta take a nap for awhile here. Then, I'll post something again tonight. See ya.
I am actually in my semester break for two weeks in which this period will about to end this Sunday. The day after tomorrow, I will return back to Matric. Time is really flying like a lightning.
Current news about me? Nothing much actually. Just can't wait to finish another semester in Matric. Then, it finally a university life for me.
In conjunction to this (which actually has nothing to do with university life), did you watch FIFTY SHADES OF GREY'S SECOND TRAILER? See what I did? Shouty capitals, like Ana used to say! It was, a-fucking-mazing. I love it and I can wait for February 13th. Mark my word, people. I am counting the seconds to that point. (Return back to my rumbling) Jamie Dornan, you are so freaking hot!! I like that 'Nice-knowing-you-email' which leads to 'is-this-nice-scene' which finally leads to that scene in the trailer where you see Dornan playing with ice with Ana. Woooooo... Insert melting here.
So far, I am living my life as 18 year-old college student. (Where did that come from?) It is only one month and a half to my 19th birthday. Really can't believe that I manage to stay alive this long. It's a miracle considering all the horrible episodes I had in the past.
During the short first semester I endured, I can probably count with one hand of the episodes I had. Luckily the episodes only last a day at most. I beat them down, you see and I freaking love myself of it. I learnt that when I got these episodes, I really do have to entertain the stupid bum-fuck ideas I had in my head. Just entertain myself, not executing it, okay? It actually made me feel better afterward. After I got through this hurdle, I also learnt that I needed to forget it as well. This is my second step to recovery. Everyone makes mistake and for someone like me, I did them repeatedly, with no sense of right or wrong. I only discovered them were mistakes when I stop and think about people around me and not think about myself, like I intended to do all the times. Yeah I know. I am no good girl, you know.
Now back to the agenda. Two weeks of semester break. Can you guess what I did during these two weeks?
If you guess, romance novels, then you're right! You just win one week trip to your own house, courtesy of Me!
Overall, in the span of two weeks, I've finished twelve individual books. How's that for desperate.
- Rule's Obsession by Lynda Chance
- Invitation by Christina Hoffman
- Remember Me by Lara Van Hulzen
- The Prize by Julie Garwood
- Pulled Under by Michelle Dalton
- A Shift in The Water by Patricia D. Eddy
- Score On Me by Melody Heck Gato
- One Night: Promised by Jodi Ellen Malpas
- Creed by Kristen Ashley
- Curse's Claim by Sam Crescent
- Raid by Kristen Ashley
- Pulse by Deborah Bladon
Anyhoo, I think that is all that I could say for now. Gotta take a nap for awhile here. Then, I'll post something again tonight. See ya.
Tired and not ready to go back to Matric,
Liely
I tried tonnes of times to read romance novel but it just doesn't click with me. I did read John Green's books. But not sure if it's qualified as romance novels. ^^
ReplyDeleteI think I can understand you. I had the same feeling at first. In fact the idea of romance loathe me at first. Everywhere I looked, it just sounded so cheesy. But now, I have no idea why the idea of romance appeals me very much. But in your case, how about you started with something adventurous like Hunger Games or Divergent, and then move it up with young adult subtle romance. I have nothing else to say other than, you'll know that you're ready for heavy stuffs when the time is right. However, thank you for your comment. I appreciate it.
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