Troubled Heart

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Guys, my father won't talk to me. I wanna cry so bad. Why??? He disagreed with my decision to go to UTM. I don't want to enter UM. I seriously don't want to. And yet...

         I can't do anything. What should I do? I am trying to keep a straight face here. Inside, I'm bleeding. Should I end it here? I need to keep going. I have to. I have to prove them wrong. It's the only way to get rid of this sick feeling that I have.

          So hereby, I solemnly promise. I will graduate excellently. I will go through these four years of study with flying colours. I will get a job that can provide me and my family comfortably. I will make them pay for doubting me and my choice. I'll prove to them that they are absolutely wrong!

           I will start everything fresh and green. No more playing around. No more fun (okay, a little bit of fun), especially when the exam is around the corner. This time, I will work so hard. So hard that I have never been in my life. This time, I will become successful. Just watch me do it!

Don't tempt the lioness,
Liely.

          

Comments

  1. faaAugust 19, 2015 at 1:27 AM

    Lols, I found your blog for reviews on lisa de jong books. Ermm i dunno how to console people, gahhhh i hope you're doing ok, I'm going to enter Uni for this upcoming September too. So i can say we are in the same boat. got my friend entering UM for engineering too. Act i just found your blog today and it's kinda weird for stranger. Sorry if I'm kind of disturbing. I just errmm trying to console but not doing good enough. If that's what your family decision, i think it will be fine. Usually family knows better, put faith :)

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    1. Liely A.August 19, 2015 at 11:35 AM

      Hahaha. I wasn't hoping for a reply that fast this soon... but, thank you for trying to console me. Appreciate it. Hahaha. Now, I'm just going with the flow. No worries though. Sometimes, I kinda overreacted in here.

      Which university are you going to this Sept?

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    2. faaAugust 19, 2015 at 7:47 PM

      Hihi glad if you feel better, i hope :)
      I'm going to enter USIM for Islamic course. Which is my parents choice. And the same term as you, following the flow. I wish you a good luck, and stay safe (sounds like i known your for years) may Allah ease your way :)

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  2. UnknownSeptember 4, 2015 at 9:51 AM

    Sis, I need some tip from you. I found u got A for addmath on spm. Can you share something with me. I had done with paper addmath on trial 1 day ago and its really drive me crazy. Can you help me?

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  3. UnknownSeptember 4, 2015 at 9:51 AM

    Sis, I need some tip from you. I found u got A for addmath on spm. Can you share something with me. I had done with paper addmath on trial 1 day ago and its really drive me crazy. Can you help me?

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    1. Liely A.September 4, 2015 at 10:45 AM

      Addmath is just something u cannot study alone. I don't recommend that. Find yourself a good teacher or a friend that excells in the subject. And A LOT of exercises. That's the smart way... BTW, focus in class completely... there's no easy way to tame addmath.

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  4. UnknownSeptember 4, 2015 at 10:55 AM

    Thanks a lot ya :)))

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  5. UnknownSeptember 4, 2015 at 10:55 AM

    Thanks a lot ya :)))

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    1. Liely A.September 4, 2015 at 11:07 AM

      Hahahah. You're welcome honey. Goodluck in your study.

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    2. Liely A.September 4, 2015 at 11:07 AM

      Hahahah. You're welcome honey. Goodluck in your study.

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    3. Liely A.September 4, 2015 at 11:07 AM

      Hahahah. You're welcome honey. Goodluck in your study.

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