Miserable, A Little Girl, The Breaking Dawn
I have a weird thing happened today. I woke up from my sleep and then I just hit my depressing nerve straight ON! It was an awful thing. To wake up and realized that your life is so miserable. I have never woken up like this before. Maybe it's because of the dream I had earlier. I dreamed about things that I would never gain in real life. Also, I met someone. A little girl. No matter how I see it, the girl presence in my dream was a relief. She's just like a saver. I've met her before in my dreams and I can't believe I saw her again.
My mum, younger brother, older brother and his girlfriend went to Masjid Tanah for the night markets there. I am, practically, alone. There's only my dad in this house and we would never talk or have a conversation with each other. It's not like we have a bad relationship but it's just the way it is. That's my typical family.
Oh and, I watched 'The Breaking Dawn: Part 1' last night. I must say that people were right. It was disgusting. Bella drinking blood and how she broke her bones. No wonder there are some people said it was disgusting. I had to close my eyes every time she drank the blood to supply the nutrients to her child. I mean like, ewww... But at the end, it was an interesting story. I am (sorta) a Twilight fan although sometimes I laughed when people made jokes on Twilight. It's like how I like Justin Bieber and in the same time laughed when people said he's a girl or anything. I laughed. Anyway, I was reminded of Black Bird when I watched that movie. It's kinda similar when the baby tried to kill the mother and the father worried sick and said the same thing, 'I can't live without you'. Hahah... It was similar.
You know what, talking about TBD somehow raised my spirit. I'm feeling so much better than I was before. Plus, I have 4 bars in my Internet connection right now. So, HIGH SPIRIT!
My mum, younger brother, older brother and his girlfriend went to Masjid Tanah for the night markets there. I am, practically, alone. There's only my dad in this house and we would never talk or have a conversation with each other. It's not like we have a bad relationship but it's just the way it is. That's my typical family.
Oh and, I watched 'The Breaking Dawn: Part 1' last night. I must say that people were right. It was disgusting. Bella drinking blood and how she broke her bones. No wonder there are some people said it was disgusting. I had to close my eyes every time she drank the blood to supply the nutrients to her child. I mean like, ewww... But at the end, it was an interesting story. I am (sorta) a Twilight fan although sometimes I laughed when people made jokes on Twilight. It's like how I like Justin Bieber and in the same time laughed when people said he's a girl or anything. I laughed. Anyway, I was reminded of Black Bird when I watched that movie. It's kinda similar when the baby tried to kill the mother and the father worried sick and said the same thing, 'I can't live without you'. Hahah... It was similar.
You know what, talking about TBD somehow raised my spirit. I'm feeling so much better than I was before. Plus, I have 4 bars in my Internet connection right now. So, HIGH SPIRIT!
A Girl Who Needs A Break From Life,
Liely
P.S. I'm reading Liar Game right now and their game this time is so damn exciting. It's the 'Pandemic Game'! I must say, I hate Yokoya so much right now. He's just too evil!
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