Uncle, Rich Imagination, My Hair!

Yesterday night, my uncle and his family paid a visit to my home. He's my youngest uncle from my father side. I called him, 'bapak' which can stand for 'father' in Malay. All of us called him that since long time ago. He came here with his wife and daughter. My uncle once committed suicide because he was heart broken. That was a thing in the past, you see. Now, he has a beautiful wife and a cute daughter. I could never be happy with that. If I'm not mistaken, he's a sailor. I remembered that he's celebrated last Eid on Malacca Strait rather than with his family. I had a bad relationship with him when I was a kid. I am the 'annoying' niece  type, if you could relate to. I'm not very good with neither family from my father nor my mum. I don't know why. People just love to hate me.

           Anyway, that's not the point of talking about him. Because of certain circumstances, he told me that I have to take care of myself and make sure that I could loose down my body weight (I'm FAT, to sum all up). He said that I won't attract males attentions and get a guy sooner because of my body weight. We called it 'tak laku' here which means no one wants them. Surprisingly, I didn't bother by my uncle statement. I don't want to get married anyway, so why would I want some males attentions pointed at me? Marriage is not the priority in my life for now and ever (I think). It's hard to imagine myself in love. All those men that I used to date with (in my horny days), I dated them with my half-ass feelings. I don't think that I would ever be serious with a guy. Even now, when I'm thinking about guys, the first thing that crossed my mind is GAY. Hahaha! I'm not joking, OKAY? Lately, all guys look gays to me. Maybe it's because of my BL activities but I'm not bother by it either. It makes me feel safe somehow. It becomes the worse when I'm imagining things, you know. I have a VERY rich imagination and sometimes it freak the hell out of me to just imagine those IMPOSSIBLE things. *giggles*

Lee Yoon Ji- Dream High

          I just got out from my bath at 5 in the morning. I like to take my shower at night. No one will bother me. Plus, I cut my own hair again in the shower. I really like Lee Yoon Ji's hairstyle in Dream High 1, you know. I want hair just like that. Just for you to know, I like to cut my own hair. So, I decided I'll just cut it myself! ^^

PS. Malaysia won 2-0 against Indonesia for Suzuki Cup. Woohoo! I am not that big fan of football but I DO know a little bit. Just a bit!