One Last Post Before I Went To Bed

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.... and this will be a short one. It's about him, the scandal of mine. I can't say much because it is a private thing between us.

          I think I loved him for awhile there. I was in a vulnerable place. We were both vulnerable. Seeking love from strangers. It was a short knowing-each-other. I was being too clingy and he was absent for awhile and stuffs like that made me insecure as hell. Soooo....... I ended it. Yup. Me. The one with abandonment issue, abandoned him. Hypocrite I am. I know.

          All I could say, I'm sorry. Sorry I abandon you. Plus, things would never EVER work between us. EVER. I'm sorry. I appreciate the time we had. You deserve someone who's better than me and be physically there with you. For you. Plus, two people with deep fucked-up issues would never ended up good. That kinda story only belongs in my kind of novels.

          That is all. This is really the last post for the day. Goodnight guys.
Blue poop.

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