Hi, I'm Liely

Alright, here we go! I decided to start blogging when I read this one article when we were doing some school work. It says that blogging has many advantages. So, I want to use this opportunity to start blogging and see where this thing brought me.

          I'm a Muslim girl. I went to school somewhere in Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan (which in Malaysia btw). I'm 16. A young girl, I know that. I don't see myself as a mature girl, not yet at least. I am the third child in a four siblings. Lately, I like to read mangas, a Japanese comic if you don't know. My favourite manga is 'Anatolia Story'. It's about a girl is transported back to the past because she is the sacrifice to kill all  of the Hittites royal family. Then, she met a Hittites prince and fall in love with him. The manga has more than 100 chapters so it's a very long story if I want to write all of it down. You just have to read it yourself.

          I am, you can call, from a moderate income family. My father is a janitor in a primary school (for kids from 7 to 12 years old) meanwhile my mother is a housewife. Both of them never had a proper education. My father only studied until he was 11 years old meanwhile my mother had never studied before. My mother was an immigrant from Indonesia. She came here when she was 9 or 10 years old with her 10 little brother and sisters. You see, both of my parents come from a big family. My dad has 7 siblings and my mum has 9 siblings, if I'm not mistaken. Sometimes she told me that she can't even remember her siblings' name since that they are TOO many. I wonder what it's feel like.

            I have a married older sister and older brother who works as a security guard. Besides that, I also have a younger brother who is a year younger than me. My sister had 3 children and the eldest one came from her former marriage to a medical assistant. My current brother in-law is a quiet person and although he's married to my sister about 8 years now, I still didn't clearly know what he does for the work. 

           On the other hand, my brothers are douchebag! The older one has a girlfriend that looks like a whore to me. Both of them like to be alone together in my brother's room. I don't know what the hell they're doing like that, and if I do, I don't want to admit what both of them do. It's disgusting for me when I see a woman from the same gender as me willing to trade herself for a temporary love. That is just stupid! My younger brother also has a girlfriend, even though I didn't see her yet, I know from my guts that she is another girl in my younger brother's life. You can say that this one is a womanizer. He never sticks with a girl for a few months. And when I ask him about that, he admit himself as the heartbreaker with a massive proud in his self. That is sounds so wrong for me. Too wrong.

            How about me? For the entire of my 16 years of my life, I have never been with a guy. I have never date or even come close to any guy that I like. I'm a coward, I admit that. I like to play it safe. I want for guys to find me and not me coming to them like a horny baboon. That is so~ not me. But somehow my feelings started to change. I want to feel to fall in love with a guy. A guy that really accept me for who I am and not for my appearance. Therefore, I started to come close to guys in my class. And lately, things have finally went in my way. The guys in my class started to talk with me and enjoy their free time with me. I like how of all that feels like. It make me different from my former self.

             My mum is calling for me. I have to go now. I'll continue the story later. Adios.

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