One More To Go
Today is the last day for the week that I'll have any 'hard' paper. I will only have 'Islamic Education' paper tomorrow. Chemistry & Biology is done for me! YAYY!!
Chemistry's paper is so damn easy, I had to tell you that. But I did answer the question wrongly. I can't believe it at first that I would be so careless. I felt like want to hit my head on the table when I found out that I didn't do what the question wants. Damn it! Chemistry is the only subject between it, Biology and Physics that I really love. The others are hopeless for me already.
Biology is another one thing. I love biology. It's really interesting but the teacher who make it so complicated and I hate it for that. Biology is a subject where we learn about the beauty and amazement of science but she makes it so practical that I don't like the entire 'science' subject. Also, today I have a biology test. There are three papers for biology. The first paper is an objective question, which mean you have to find the correct answer between A, B, C and D. The second paper is subjective paper and essay. You have to answer it directly without any help whatsoever. The essay part is you have to explain the entire answer that they want. Example, when they ask you to explain about photosynthesis, explain all of it and includes the light reaction & the dark reaction. Don't leave anything behind because you will waste your mark (which in my case, I did left a lot of it). The paper three is about experiment that we did. Today, the one of the two questions that came out in paper 3 is about Lemna sp.'s growth in pH water of 2, 4, 6, 8, 10 and 12. Thank god I referred to Sheggy, the brilliant girl that sits behind me about it. The second question is about designing an experiment. The subject is to study the movement of substance across the semi-permeable plasma membrane. Again, I referred to Shaggy about the answer. In this question, you have to state everything that they want. The problem statement, hypothesis, all the three variables, apparatus, materials, procedure and the presentation of data. I used to hate this question once but now I like it because it's quite easy. You just have to remember the procedure and you'll know everything.
That's it for biology and chemistry. Nevertheless, I'll have physics and additional mathematics (Add Math) next week. You do know the hardness of mathematics, and add math is a lot, I mean a lot, harder than mathematics. Oh and, don't forget Physics. The most subject where I'm ignorant in. *sigh* I don't know how the hell I'm going to go through with that.
Today, I met with the Senior Assistant of Academic (SAA) in my school. He asked me about my studies. I was flustered at first. He asked me whether I went for a tuition or not. I told him, no. I can feel that he kept reeling me in so that I would go for a tuition. I told him that it's about insufficient time that I've got. That is quite true. I went home at 3 pm. Arrived at my house at least 3:30 pm. I have to eat, take a nap, feed my cat, watch TV, talk with my mum, do my homework and a lot of random things more. I just can't study all the time. I would break. Plus, I didn't even go for tuition for the entire of my life because I think that it's such a waste of time, money and energy and I'm okay in study with it. I just have to study a lot at home.
When I looked at him, I realized another thing. I didn't say anything about this before but my English teacher, Mrs Rosmi told me about what the teachers in my school said about me in the teachers' meeting. One of them said about me not being religious enough, never ever prayed in my entire life, skipped my fasting purposely because I don't have enough faith in Islam, and then they questioned about my mum, my parents, my family. She asked me if my mum prays or not to ALLAH. At that time, I just want to smack her in the face. How dare they dispute whether my mum prays or not? Since then, it's hard for me to keep my trust in the teachers that teach me. I don't believe them anymore. All of them put their nice face in front of me but behind me they stabbed me in the back. Horribly. That is why when I looked at my SAA in the face, I felt that I'm betrayed. He must been there when the teachers talked horribly about me. I just felt a large amount of disgust. I don't trust them anymore.
Chemistry's paper is so damn easy, I had to tell you that. But I did answer the question wrongly. I can't believe it at first that I would be so careless. I felt like want to hit my head on the table when I found out that I didn't do what the question wants. Damn it! Chemistry is the only subject between it, Biology and Physics that I really love. The others are hopeless for me already.
Biology is another one thing. I love biology. It's really interesting but the teacher who make it so complicated and I hate it for that. Biology is a subject where we learn about the beauty and amazement of science but she makes it so practical that I don't like the entire 'science' subject. Also, today I have a biology test. There are three papers for biology. The first paper is an objective question, which mean you have to find the correct answer between A, B, C and D. The second paper is subjective paper and essay. You have to answer it directly without any help whatsoever. The essay part is you have to explain the entire answer that they want. Example, when they ask you to explain about photosynthesis, explain all of it and includes the light reaction & the dark reaction. Don't leave anything behind because you will waste your mark (which in my case, I did left a lot of it). The paper three is about experiment that we did. Today, the one of the two questions that came out in paper 3 is about Lemna sp.'s growth in pH water of 2, 4, 6, 8, 10 and 12. Thank god I referred to Sheggy, the brilliant girl that sits behind me about it. The second question is about designing an experiment. The subject is to study the movement of substance across the semi-permeable plasma membrane. Again, I referred to Shaggy about the answer. In this question, you have to state everything that they want. The problem statement, hypothesis, all the three variables, apparatus, materials, procedure and the presentation of data. I used to hate this question once but now I like it because it's quite easy. You just have to remember the procedure and you'll know everything.
That's it for biology and chemistry. Nevertheless, I'll have physics and additional mathematics (Add Math) next week. You do know the hardness of mathematics, and add math is a lot, I mean a lot, harder than mathematics. Oh and, don't forget Physics. The most subject where I'm ignorant in. *sigh* I don't know how the hell I'm going to go through with that.
Today, I met with the Senior Assistant of Academic (SAA) in my school. He asked me about my studies. I was flustered at first. He asked me whether I went for a tuition or not. I told him, no. I can feel that he kept reeling me in so that I would go for a tuition. I told him that it's about insufficient time that I've got. That is quite true. I went home at 3 pm. Arrived at my house at least 3:30 pm. I have to eat, take a nap, feed my cat, watch TV, talk with my mum, do my homework and a lot of random things more. I just can't study all the time. I would break. Plus, I didn't even go for tuition for the entire of my life because I think that it's such a waste of time, money and energy and I'm okay in study with it. I just have to study a lot at home.
When I looked at him, I realized another thing. I didn't say anything about this before but my English teacher, Mrs Rosmi told me about what the teachers in my school said about me in the teachers' meeting. One of them said about me not being religious enough, never ever prayed in my entire life, skipped my fasting purposely because I don't have enough faith in Islam, and then they questioned about my mum, my parents, my family. She asked me if my mum prays or not to ALLAH. At that time, I just want to smack her in the face. How dare they dispute whether my mum prays or not? Since then, it's hard for me to keep my trust in the teachers that teach me. I don't believe them anymore. All of them put their nice face in front of me but behind me they stabbed me in the back. Horribly. That is why when I looked at my SAA in the face, I felt that I'm betrayed. He must been there when the teachers talked horribly about me. I just felt a large amount of disgust. I don't trust them anymore.
I took the picture from here. It's gorgeous, right?
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